- This Is Me-

2009-10-15T00:34:00.000-07:00

Well, PMR is finally over and now i'm back to update my beloved blog....hahaha. Lots of boring activities is going on in my school...... such as watching movies ( which are kinda boring ! ) helping teachers , 'ceramah' and 'ceramah'.... oh look 0.0 ! AND MORE 'BORED CERAMAH' !!!! ok i'll start for today, hmmm...let see...today, we had assembly then 'ceramah' about form 4. Each teachers are allow to give about 10 minutes talking about the subject that they are going to teach next year...... Trust me ! it was absoulety boring.

After that , i had a big argument with this form 2 girl who is so....so....so ....darn idiot!!!! She told me that i lied to teacher that she said stupid to me..... ( but truthfully she did say stupid to me cause everyone heard her saying it out loud during the senior recess.) One f the discipline teacher told me to send her to the discipline room and the fight started......She kept on giving 'excuses' that i'm accusing her ( wat a lame excuse ) Then she started saying that "Sekarang jadi pengawas belagak lah and bla bla bla bla ......" one of my friend was there at the scene but he didn't try to back me up..... I was so pissed up! I was so fustrated so i quickly left the argument....Seriously, the form 2 girl was so bossy . She think that she is so great but actually she's not!!!

HORRIBLE INDEED!!!! I was damn emo after that stupid argument until now !! But anyway a few of my friends came and comfort me.... Thank you so much for helping me out! Later, i started playing the guitar.....and finally it's time to go home!!!

I feel so sleepy right now ^.^! Well that's all for today!!!!

2009-10-05T06:03:00.000-07:00

THinking and worrying for my coming exam which everyone knows is PMR really makes me stress plus with the nagging of my parents totally makes me feel even more stress than before. Why can't they just keep quiet for a minute and let me focus in my studies? In this pass few days, my temper got higher,felt a bit sick cause of headache and other stress simptoms. I just wish that I could chat with someone right now [...]

I hardly havin fun right now because of this exam. Mom kept on askin me to do history question where else the test is on next monday and now she is really pissing me off. I really wanted to say the four letter word but couldn't. SO STRESS RIGHT NOW! I don't feel like doin my b.m right now!Getting straight A for PMR is so difficult. I don't even had the guts to say that i can get all A for all my subject!
[...]

RACHEL SAYS.....
Hello i;m stressing right now so don't PISSED ME OFF ALREADY. JUST QUIT IT!

There is another problem that also pissed me off[...] but i just couldn't tell it. It's irritating!!! Duty today was a disaster but i think i did well. Well, the story goes like this. This 'N' class make a lot of noise and as a prefect i have to control their voices so I told them to keep quiet. Unfortunately the class was damn stubborn i shouted at them out loud but i ended up gining them a small laugh. Then one of my friend was really angry or maybe fustrated on how i reacted. He advised me in an angry voice. I was quite pissed at first but I just [...] you know [...] tried to lower down my temper.That totally prove how stress i am right now[..] really really really stress [......]

RACHEL SAYS ......
I NEED MORE SEMINAR OR MAYBE TUITION! CAN ANYONE HERE JUST HELP ME? OR MAYBE JUST GIVE ME A SHORT MOTIVATION!

THANK YOU!!!! AND WISH ME LUCK FOR MY PMR EXAM ................ After my exam i will start to update my blog.... ok. So wait for me! It's just only 5 days. So long!

Side effects.......... forbia

2009-07-29T08:03:00.000-07:00

Finally, yesterday got the injection and it was so darn painful.......... really ..... really painful......
Today, the side effects are starting to show up... my left hand started to feel numb and pain every moment i leave up............... Worst still my sis gave a very bad hit on my left hand.......... i was like.......OMG!!!! HURTS>. *Scream*..............

2009-07-26T02:03:00.000-07:00

Thanks guys for celebrating my belated birthday yesterday in tuition..........hehehe. Felt a bit 'malu' when the whole class started singing the 'birthday' song but anyway........... thank you so much!!!!!You know who you are.......hahaha

So fustrated when the teacher said that we couldn't buy the blue shirt this year............... Totally fustrated. So eager to wear it but couldn't.............. nevermind. Now targeting to get straight A's for the coming trial........ it's coming closer and closer...... OMG! Tomorrow..... the injection......... *hid under a table* i hate it...........

Make a wish...... take a chance .... make a change....and breakaway...........

Congratulation !!!

2009-07-24T04:59:00.000-07:00

Congratulation to all probates who has succed to become a prefect!!! Haha ...... and to those who never get. Don't give up...... you still got one more year to go. I'm sure that you can do in no matter what. We will always support you till the very end..........

Well, the trial exam is getting closer and closer.. just wish that i could pass my exam with flying colours.From next week start, my class nedd to combine with 3B.Haha....felt a little happy but for the boys in my class, haha it's actually bad news. Oh yea just forgot, next week is my class turn to inject. Felt a bit nervous because i hate being inject. With all the long needle and stuff it actually freaks me off........ Laugh all you want but it's the truth.LOLssss........

2009-07-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

Today, i felt so tired. After school straight away go for tuition. Then waited for my father to bring my clothes so that i could shower. But waited until about 3 something........... chun kit started teasing me..... got pissed off scolded him but later give him to 'za tou'!!!! (sob sob)!!!! Tuition finished about 6 but the form 3 was asked to help to carried stuff from the 3rd floor cause my tuition teacher are goin to shift so we form 3 have to help. Help until everybody hands all black and dirty.

Then chun chun started dancing and acting like michael jackson cause when we were busy helping teacher to take the dirty dusty boxes down i think casie found some party hats and one of it's black. So chun chun started trying doing moonwalk but ended up doin something dump.......... Childish but funny! Later got a cal from my mother saying that my father had to send me back home at about 8......... sad sad sad.......

Finally saw my class photo....... look like an idiot....... oh no!!!!! Monday! Interview for probates. Good luck pro bates!!!! May god bless you for the interview.

"I represent you the new michael jackson!!! "

2009-07-07T09:38:00.000-07:00

Happy 15th Birthday Vincent !

Sorry, forget to wish you..........happy birthday! I want to be the last person to wish you, ok!!!! LOLSSSS

(hahaha i'm not that bad)

Stress!

2009-07-05T01:04:00.000-07:00

NOT really an intension to do it.... Seriously....... I have no idea what am i talking right now. Stress! Stress and more stress!!!! Intervensi 3 is tomorrow and also my probation interview. So stress up!! *___* ( faint) Everything is like coming in one go..... no time to study. can fail this time. Haha. First of all need to kill someone first. Really embarassed me in tuition.Well, i wasn't they but my sis told me.So...... Better watch out Vincent!!! Don't simply say things which is not true!!!

Almost everyweek need to sleep at about 2 or 3 a.m. Feel so tired and stress up right now. Waiting for Harry potter movie right now......... although still got a long way to go.

L.I.C Part 2

2009-06-11T00:20:00.000-07:00

She was invited to join with her friends and also his dream girl to buy ball gowns for the annual dinner. She has no intention to go with her friends to shopping but was forced by his dream girl. It was hard to reject and she ended up going. When everyone was trying and picking their beautiful ball gown. She stood that motionless. She doesn't know what to wear......... it looks like every of her friends had a partner of their own already except for her. She wanted to leave immediately but thought that it was rude to do so.

His dream girl's laugh and smile makes her envy.That girl is one lucky girl. YEAH..... A very lucky one. Smart. Pretty. Talent and most of all a FRIENDLY one. Unlike her. As she sat on the chair day dreaming, his dream girl had picked a ball gown for her. She was suprised. The ball gown was beautiful. It was something like a wedding dress except it was light blue.

" Try it on!" said his dream girl.
" No, I can't. Why don't you try it on. It definately look better if you wear," she said humbly.

His dream girl pulled her to the fitting room. Wihout any hesitation, she tried the ball gown. When she came out of the fitting room, everyone was stunned including her friends and his dream girl.

" What?! I look horrible right," she giggled.

Actually her friends and his dream girl were shocked at her beautiful and pleasant look when she wore the gown. His dream girl told her that she looks like a princess in a fairy tale. She chuckled. It was indeed beautiful when she put the gown on. She went back to the fitting room smiling......... She looked at the mirror one last time and said to herself. " I'm gonna buy this gown."

Written by : Princess

L.I.C Part 1

2009-06-10T01:53:00.000-07:00

She thought that he knows her .Unfortunately, the answer is wrong. Every time she met him, she felt scared. Her heart started to beat really really fast. Was she ......... no she can't. She musn't. He has a dream girl of his own. She can't just confessed her love to him immeadiately. That is werid. She had made her decision already but will she actually follow it.It's hard for her to choose which path she needs to go too. But for now her most important mission is studying. YUP studying.

She wants to maintain her good results right now.Oh no. The annual dinner.It's coming in two weeks time and she haven't choose what to wear. What is she going to do? But....... will she go? I mean this annual dinner, each of us need a partner to attend this occasion. THIS IS RIDICULOUS!! Who will be asking her to go to the annual dinner? Suddenly, she thought of a plan.A plan that it might work. Maybe there is a chance for her to find out who is her prince charming.

Written by: Princess

2009-06-03T04:23:00.000-07:00

This is getting worser and worser! How long it's going to take. This is boring. Actually i have to attend all the tuition classes on mon to sat but the tuitions are all cancel except math and eng!!! So bored! So lame !!!!!! AHHHHHH Seriously, i can't stand it anymore. I need work. A whole pile of homeworks..........Play online games also no use.

2009-05-30T23:33:00.000-07:00

Finally , exam is over and the school holiday is starting . Yesterday , I was actually mad of two guys but ended up not. I plan not to talk to them cause they pissed me off on Teacher's Day. Well, probates were asked to duty on that day. So our duty was keeping the students quiet but it was so noisy cause prefects were no where to be found and probates were trying to control them. Okay, i'll skip that. So later i was incharge to take care one of the area where my sis and her friends and my friends.

I kept on asking to stop talking but they would listen. I mean once i asked them to stop talking, they will stop until i go somewhere they start talking again. Same like my sis and her friends. None stop playing with the camera. It's annoying. When my friends started talking again, i came to them and asked them to stop talking but this time L said something about me in an angry voice. My sis scolded me and N was angry at me.

When the ceremony was over. I was so disappointed. I thought they would understand but they were the same like everyone else. Seriously, it's really difficult to be a probate. I can't imagined myself being a prefect next time and i don't even know that i can became one too. So yesterday, N when and talk to me when i came to tuition and that time i ignored him. Later, on sejarah period, he went and sat behind me. He started to disturb me. L came along and he kept on calling my name and said hi. So i ended up talking and laughing at their jokes.Pretty weird right.I'm too east to forgive people.

This holiday I planned to write another story but this time it's not about anime or anything. It's about a girl name Sam ( Samatha) who was selected to be a student council.Well, to became a student council was always her dream. So before she officially becomes a student council she have to learn how to become one. So every probates must have one pet brother and sister and so Sam was said to be lucky because her pet brother was Daniel. A well-known and handsome student council in the school. Daniel was a very bossy type of guy but later on their relationship grew stronger and stronger.

That's all i could say the rest you guys have to find out yourself. Hahaha. First time i write a love story. Hahaha.Kinda stupid right.Anyway Happy holidays guys!!!!

2009-05-10T03:21:00.000-07:00

To all mothers,

Happy Mother's Day!!

2009-05-04T19:09:00.000-07:00

Haha! Probate also can eat sweet in the class!!! Even my friend, Ji On also said that i'm corupted! So sad!!! Now no one is paying attention to teacher even me!!! All busy doing their own stuff in the net. Today, reached to school about 6.40 a.m....... Felt so tired cause busy doing UBS board until about 1 someting IN THE MORNING fnding obama pic........... Seriously today i'm seriously pissed offf with everyone. Well, cause that very 'person' left me behind........ So busy joining with 'the friends'!!!!!! and left me behind. J said that i should tell them how i felt but I insits caused later our freidnship will break off.

Other thing that I'm pissed off is one of my friend named 'S'. Well, I've kinda made a little bit mistake which i've forgot to bring my piano scores AGAIN!!!! Like i said I was seriously very very very busy........ Came back home a t about 10 something then i rushed home to do my homework. Do you think that i can remember to bring that score!!!!! I'm seriously very angry at 'S'! 'S' gave me the 'LOOK' and scolded ME. iT'S like that piano score is 'HIS'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So darn stupid............... Kinda irritating sometimes!!!!

Watch your mouth!!! Freak!!!

2009-05-02T06:54:00.000-07:00

A happy and crazy girl has now change into an emo girl.Why? Well it's because of something that I,myself just don't want to mention it. It's hard to explain. I told it two of my friends who i can trust about it because they were asking me "Why so emo?" "why so emo?" So i ended up telling them the whole story about me. One of my friend who is N said just tell your feelings to them maybe it will help you and them. But i don't want to tell them cause it will cause problems and maybe our friendship will suddenly be over. I just don't want that to helping. And other suggested that he gave me is to find a soul mate or lets just say a partner. Well, i didn't actually think about that cause i don't feel like having one. Well, if i really wanted a partner i bet that no one wants to voluntered to be my soul mate or my partner. And if someone really wants to be my partner, maybe i will accept. HAHA!!!! But i have to see their personality first before accepting them.HAHAHAHA But i bet no one wants it. Anyway forget it. I felt nervous for next monday cause probation it's on having their first duty!!! I felt nervous cause...... let's see....... I f-e-e-l n-e-r-v-o-u-s!!!!HAHA! Sometimes i felt like crying and telling the one that i like I hate you!!!! Y do you have to use me like that!!! I'm not a slave you know !!!! I'm your friend!!!!!!

HAHAHA!!! crazy right!!

Seriously, who can i tust now. HAving a fake personality right in front of them. Fake smile. Fake look. Everything is fake to me. It's not a joke at all. It's the truth.Sometimes my life is getting worser and worser. I don't wish to talk to people now. I'm just waiting for the right person who can change me back into the crazy old girl again. But who will be the one?!

2009-05-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

I was emo for this few days because i felt left out...... well probably.......ok fine i'll make it short..So on friday,when shopping with my mother and my aunt. BOred........ cause my mother when there to buy 'Lego' for my sis..... then the next day when and it 'dim sum' with my parents and my aunt........ Sis kept on begging my dad to buy 'Lego' again so ended up goin to Mid valley again......... Lazy to go with my parents to toy're us..............so went alone tomph to read books.......... Never bought a story book for myself cause this year PMR.......NOT ALLOW TO BUY A SINGLE STORYBOOK!!!!! Later when and drink starbucks......!!!!!

Delicious coffee!!!!! I'm loving it!!!! HAHAHA

Nothing to do so post pictures

There she is!!!! say CheeSe!!!

LOOK AT HER SO KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOOK AT THIS VIEW. TOOK IT AT GOLDEN HORSE!

2009-04-26T08:01:00.000-07:00

I know i know !!!! I'm always panic or nervous. But this time i seriously need to be panic. PMR exam is coming closer and closer and there is only 4or maybe 5 more months LEFT>>!!!!!!HAHAHA!!! I'm actually putting myself into trouble. -.-. I feeling gloomy and irritated this few days. Don't know why?! MAybe i better stop being the crazy Rachel but BE the angry and emo Rachel. Don't you think is much better. I mean no one can bully me easily (especially the boys)!!! So not gentlemen at all........

Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out,
But to see who cares enough to break them down.

2009-04-26T07:34:00.000-07:00

What do you feel when your friends just suddenly left you away or maybe 'not going to friend with you' ? What's your feeling and your reactions? True! You will feel depressed and kept on thinking why did they treat me like that? It isn't fair!!!! And you will be so emo that you don't wish to talk to anyone or maybe you want to talk to someone which is close to you. Well, seriously this kinda feeling I had experienced it before.

It is so painful that you can't imagine it yourself. You have been friend with them for so many years and suddenly you became not really closed to them.Well, if one of you have problems like this just don't feel useless or depressed. Just follow this rules :

1. Always smile whether you are happy or unhappy.

2. If you want to tell it to your friends whether is a girl or a boy just free to tell. ( but tell to the person who you can TRUST!) DUH!!!!

3. Simply just write your feelings in your personal diary or something like that.

Hahaha!!!! This 3 rules seriously works all the time. HAHAHA!! or maybe not..........................

Wow! I didn't know my name was there!!!! Perasan betul lah saya!!Haha and also Sarah's name

2009-04-19T01:09:00.000-07:00

Oh no!! Exam for b.m is tomorrow and I'm so stress right now. I didn't know what to write for essay! Sure this time i'm gonna get a 'B' for b.m!!!! Now busy wasting my time for finding points for kesenian tradisional....... HAiz!

2009-04-12T07:48:00.000-07:00

I need a hug right now and i don't why? Hehe feeling to bored that's why i want to hug and talk to someone hehehe.......Started to feel crazy already.

2009-04-12T06:31:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since i blog. Seriously, i'm starting to feel lazy to blog becasue there is nothing special to blog about especially my school. Come to think of it, i think i know what to blog about....... now. Well, it's about a friend of mine who is acting so...... well.....it's kinda hard and harsh to say. He's acting really stupid and annoying compared to last year. After he met this guy he started to act like him. And it's pretty annoying and a few of my friends agree. He's like kept on asking where is my sis and he already knows that form 1 finishes school later than the form 3 but he kept on asking and asking and asking!!!!!!

So..... One day, about half of my friends didn't come for tuition on saturday because they went to UBS camp leaving me behind. HAHAHA(joking). So that day, i sad with Mich and later L came sitting next to me.And that friend of mine kept on asking me "Are you happy?" EVERY MINUTE!!!!!! And it's annoying. Later when we were having history class, he shouted my mother mien yuen (I think the spelling was like that ) and everyone (which is my schoolmates) burst out laughing especially N and L (both of them were the loudest of all!!!! I was smiling all the way pretending that i didn't hear the joke.

Guess wat? I scolded him in the school that he is not suppose to say like that about my mom. IT'S RUDE!!!!!!! He kept on kneeling down and apologise. So i forgive him but he still kept on kneeling and kneeling at me like i'm some kind of ....... i seriously don't wat to say about him.
I think it was this wednesday, i told him changed his attitude. Be like the person that i met last year. Quiet..... AND NOT ANNONYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But he kept on being annoying. This type of guy seriously cannot be help.

2009-03-24T07:15:00.000-07:00

Good luck basketball players! No matter what the results is...... don't ever cry or be unhappy (especially in front of me if the results is kinda bad) hahaha joking!!!! We will always support you till the very end so never give up! But if you guys win...... Congratulation!!!!!

2009-03-24T06:12:00.000-07:00

Drama audition was a failure to me today altough the judges (which is the school E.L.S teachers) haven't decide who to choose yet...... But i'm sure that i will not get the role for the drama play..... cause i look like an idiot acting like an old lady speaking or maybe asking in mandarin....... wat's more my mandarin it's like so bad...... not just bad ........ but very very very bad......... !!!! I was like walking and coughing and acting and coughing and blar blar blar........ HAHAHAHA finally found the place where is the real place to log in....... HAHAHA.... gone nuts already.......

GOOD NEWS ..... my darn k.h teacher never come today.............................. HAHAHAHA ................ I wonder Y?!!!! SO happy !!

2009-03-22T03:15:00.000-07:00

Skirts...... Well, I just totally hate wearing it. IT'S LAME AND IT'S UNCOMFORTABLE!!! I just hate it. Worst of all ...... I have to wear it tuition....... Pathetic.... !!! This few days i felt so tired and boring...... No anime to watch already cause my friends haven't download any shows to watch ( don't ask me why cause they owe me lots of stuff). So later have to ask V to teach me to play Ragnarok because to boring so wanted to try playing it...... But now got problem in register cause don't know where to register....... Waiting for V to online right now to teach me where to register ...... unfortunately he's offline...... Can't wait to play ragnarok cause never try playing an online game before......hahahaha..... i know it's not funny .... but i just want to laugh for...... Oh yeah! yesterday at tuition two of my friends suddenly kick my chair....... so sad ...... I was tortured!

I wonder got this charater a not.... or maybe this character.....

Hero's come back - Naruto Shipuuden Opening theme

2009-03-16T22:29:00.000-07:00

tooku de kikoeru koe wo hitori

hitori mata hitori de chi agaru toushi

kurikaesu dake no fudan doori

itsu ga iku junbi ii ARE YOU READY?

karadajuu fuu no wa shinzou ni

hageshiku chi narase yo STOMPING

taeru tsuki wo ukasu CALL ME

kawarisugiru ga nuki ka STORY

COME ON EVERYBODY STAND UP

agero kyou ichiban no jikan da

me ni mo tomoran no SPEED wo handa

dare mo nobinattori ko kanba YEAH!!

COME ON EVERYBODY HANDS UP

mata ashita no HEROES wa COMEBACK

tsuujou kazoe hibi wo COUNTDOWN

LET'S GO, 3-2-1 MAKE SOME NOISE

MAKE SOME NOISE (8x)

HEY YO mou basho nori tsuku wa kakugo desho

nankai korondatte tatsu keredo

nade aida naze kami hito e no seisho

irikunda kanjou kizuki ageta desho

mochiagaru kansei ga yuuki to naru

tachiagareba ima kurushimi tomonau

sore demo saikou wa kitto aru

subete sarau to shourino kansei

EVERYBODY STAND UP

agero kyou ichiban no jikan da

me ni mo tomoran no SPEED wo handa

dare mo nobinattori ko kanba YEAH!!

COME ON EVERYBODY HANDS UP

mata ashita no HEROES wa COMEBACK

tsuujou kazoe hibi wo COUNTDOWN

LET'S GO, 3-2-1 MAKE SOME NOISE

(sorry kinda messy)

2009-03-15T09:21:00.000-07:00

The one week holiday has started already. But I will be every busy for this one week.First,

Monday - Tuition starts at 2pm till 7.30pm

Tuesday - Tuition at 5pm till 7pm

Wednesday - Tuition at 1pm till 5pm (I think) 0.0

Thursday - Tution at 8.30pm till 10pm

Friday - Tuition at 1pm till 5pm ( I think)0.0

Saturday - Tuition at 1.15pm till 6.15pm.After that attend for a garden wedding.

Sunday - Finally rest day for me

Look at my timetable so busy!!!! because of my PMR !!!! -.- sign. I bet that everyone of my friends also like that...... So sad!So busy!Before the school holiday starts, me and few of my friends went to ponteng class. Hahahaha! Later let my B.M teacher caught me but i told her that I went to the 'guru disiplin' room to report about my missing file and finally do you guys know where is it? Well, don't ask!

2009-03-09T22:38:00.000-07:00

Check this out !

2009-03-09T21:50:00.000-07:00

Sorry xyz!

Can't mention the name later when .... suddenly read my blog I'm dead meat. But there's more about .....!

Today as usual I went for my K.h but this time i knew that i was totally dead cause i forgot to bring my 'kerja kayu' I started to got panic askin my friends if they brought theirs too. Luckily, a few of my friends didn't bring so i relaxed a little.Unfortunaly, when i stepped in to the class, i,SL and A got scolded for not bringing the 'kerja kayu'! It's so unfair cause she didn't scold my classmates who didn't bring their 'kerja kayu'! So unfair and unlucky for us. I mean that ........... so anti-chinese!!!!!!! Maybe you're right xyz! Maybe .......... 'hus' didn't treat her well!!!! Anyway good one xyz!!! Oh yeah do you know what ....... told. ....... said that "I know that you hate me ......thats Y you didn't bring your 'kerja kayu' Pathetic right!
..... totally suck!!!

Anyway thanks for the comment about .................!!! (xyz)

Now i'm having science class now. Need to find a lot of stuff about embryo.(-.- sign) I'm so pissed of if that....... already! No hope for .... !!!!!!!!Already knows that some student doesn't like...... change .... attitude!!! I'm so pissed of right now!
Can anyone cheer me right now????

2009-03-04T04:11:00.000-08:00

I felt so relief that i've got my results for this intensive! I did kinda well but i should improve better especially my geografi and english. Actually is all the subjects. Hahaha.I have no idea why this few days i'm acting so crazy.It's like i'm free from the cage of sorrow! I felt like a new born baby bird flying toward the sky. ........ See wat I mean ?! I don't even know what am i saying?!

Yesterday, i went to canteen and order myself a plate of spaggetti. The spaggetti was like ...... (ewwww) discusting and more discusting. I forced myself to eat finish the plate of spaggetti because it cause about RM3. So darn expensive and not even delicious at all. I ended up volmitting out before my class starts. So regret to buy it.

Today i felt so sicky sick....... First got flu then later the headache and the fever......... Sad right! Later on, a few of my friends came approaching me.....asking me to go to the sick bay but i refused cause i don't like sleeping in there. So later,I asked my friends to make me laugh cause LAUGHTER IS A GOOD MEDICINE! Then sooner or later i felt okay because of my friends cheering me up !!!! But now i'm a bit sick ......(sign) Hope that tomorrow i recover cause got tuiton!

CrazY Me ! @.@

2009-03-01T19:42:00.000-08:00

Hahahahahaha ToDaY i'M So CrazY CausE i FeEl haPpy !! YeaH me Yeah Me........ !!!!!

KuMiKo AkiMotO has Gone Wild TodAy !!!!! hahahaha
Well, There is a reason that i'm crazy but i'm not gonna tell.
It's a TOP secret!!!
Planning to Change a new Layout but ..... LAZY !!!!
Seriously gone nuts already today....

Insane !
Crazy!
Retards !

2009-02-23T00:23:00.000-08:00

Who is Ryuiji? Wan to know who is 'it'? Anyway sports day is finally over and my house lose......
-.- Kinda sad. I felt pity for all my senpai who work so hard....... That's okay at least we won for the best ' papan kenyataan'. Hehehe don't give up Cooke!!!!!

2009-02-12T18:07:00.000-08:00

K.H is not really my favourite subject at all. First of all, I didn't get an 'A' before in my K.h and the second reason I just hate my teacher so much ( this year K.H)! Is totally ridiculou that she is teaching the whole form 3 classes for girls. ........ an excellent teacher but a really impatient teacher. Today , i was waiting for my friend to use one of the wood (cause i nedd it ) ........ went and scold me suddnely. I was like whats up with this teacher. Is...... nuts?... said that if you dare to complain it to your parents, i'll give you a zero for your kerja amali! .....'s too much treating a student like that ! I totally despite her attitude ! Even some students hated..... attitude!

(..... is the teacher's name. Cannot mention it. Srry)

In the morning I'll scare ......

In the night i'll scare and kill ............

2009-02-12T04:45:00.000-08:00

I just hate people teasing and scolding me for no reasons! It's ridiculous. Today, i was having moral class as usual but....... one of my friend sat at mine and Asther's place so we had to find another place to sit. Asther spotted a sit next to M. There were 2 sits but i didn't want to sit next to M cause I just don't want too. All of a sudden, N or maybe M came and said to me something but in an angry voice. I was so pissed off. What's wrong with them! Even the UBS meeting, i said hi, that N went and said " What's your problem?!" I thought to myself what kind of friend is he. If he wanted to wish me then he will wish me back. If he doesn't wants to wish me.......... (sign) don't want to mention already! Really really pissed of M and N sometimes. They are nice but i don't really like their attitude. I could be nice to them although their kept on teasing me but sometimes if their too much i could actually kinda scold them straightly. That is why i hate myself so much and i hate friends like that! Oh ya... ican't believe i passed high jump today! it is seriously a miracle. hahahahaha LOLSSSS

2009-02-06T01:59:00.000-08:00

From young until now I seriously hate my life so much. I could imagine how my life could be so miserable right now.Anyway, my school has started learning the reproductive system and it was horrible. Really horrible! I can't believe that we have to learn all this discusting stuff at the age like this. As my science teacher was busy teaching and explain , me and one of my friend (Asther) were actually bug and irritate by 2 boys which is N and J. Both of them were like crazy about the chapter. And now........ almost the whole form 3 are crazy about it!

Finally,I got to watch Code geass R2 final episode. OMG! I can't believe that Lelouch will die in that episode! I cried for about 3 days(cause I've watch it about 3 times) He was best anime in the whole world. Well, you could say that i'm crazy cause i like anime guys only but seriously,anime guys are much better than human guys! Exam and sports day is starting next week. I just hope that i'm not choosen for the running competition!This is year is seriously a very busy day. Almost everyday i have to attend tuition except for Fri and Sun. Kinda tiring but its fun sometimes cause I don't have to stay at home.

Tomorrow is the 'sukantara' for Cooke house( yellow) and prouse ( purple). I'm scared for high jump and 'lontar peluru'. My high jump sucks and my lontar peluru........ i just don't want to mention about that incident i had last year. Its terrible! Anyway go COOKE! COOKE IS THE BEST!!!!!!! Valentine is coming soon and Jasmine and I are going to celebrate 'Happy SIngle Valentine Day!' Anyone want to join?

I always wanted to learn archery !

2009-01-13T05:30:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time since I've blog. Activities, house practice and stay backs have already started.Even my tuitons has already increase! (sign) Anyway chinse new year has already begin and it was totally fun but boring. Lots of ang paos and oranges and sweets and cookies.This is borin.I felt that this year i became an emo person and an agreesive person. Who cares! Oh yea i forgot!

To all viewers who view my blog,
Goman! I'm so sorry if i couldn't reply the message tht you guys had send to me cause this year i'm sitting for a very big exam and i seriously don't have the time to read or to reply! but i'll try my best to reply it.Luv you guys!!!

Arigato (Thank you)

From : .//Anime freak//. Akira (hahaha) (LOLsss)
(that's not really my name)

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines day!

2008-12-24T07:50:00.000-08:00

I wish all my friends A Merry Christmas and A hAppy 2009 New Year !!!!

Best of luck to all my friends who are sitting PMR next year.

Twilight

2008-12-09T04:34:00.000-08:00

Twilight. The best show and the most scariest show i ever watch in my whole entire life ( not exactly) but i seriously was freaked out when the part Bella was bitten by James and the part when James and Edward fought with each other n more. The movie was totally awesome and amazing. Ma heart was beating really really fast when the show started. I was like sitting very stiff until the movie end cause my friend's mom was sitting beside me. I was kinda nervous. Edward Cullen was weird but i still like his attitude. Mysterious. Sweet. Oh ya and he's a vampire. HAHAHAHA ( LOL).

I totally like the part when Edward save Bella and the part when he takes Bella for a speed ride at his back and takes her somewhere which i totally don't know.

It was romantic,violent and scary.

I seriously prefer the book then the movie. Well, if u ask me there's many changes in the movie. Anyway i will always be a fan of Twilight forever and ever. The best movie i ever watch.
VAMPIRE ROCKS. ( MAybe i shouldn't say it out loud!) Chritmas is coming pretty soon. I just wish that i can go to a chritmas party!

2008-11-29T03:00:00.000-08:00

I'm so boring. It's just only the third week of the holiday! Besides creating my own stories,watching televisyen and most of all is listening to my mp3 i seriously have nothing to do. I kept on bugging my mom to go to shopping so that i could buy some storybooks or manga to read. But my mom always said that

" Wait for next weekend!" I was like next weekend is so far away! I kept on bugging and asking my mom to bring me got to the cinema to watch movies. But she won't....... (sign -.-) The only place that she bring me was the book fair which was held last week. There were many books. Lots of lots of books.BUt the only problem is .... its all in Mandarin and i don't even know a single world what they write or what they mean. The best thing was i got to see lots of lots of lots of anime. There was a section where they import from Japan. OMG!!! Its was totally cool. There were lots of posters,keychain,magazines and more.

I was so shocked and happy. I wanted to buy a lot of stuff but i only brought 10 ringgit -.- and my sis bollowed 25 ringgit from my mom. At least i bought a 'Black cat" keychain for myself and also a card of 'fruit baskets' for myself too. It was seriously a waste that i didn't buy more anime stuff. At least i have fun .

2008-11-26T05:41:00.000-08:00

(sign)... Results for the final year has finally show. I'm so nervous already. I'm just started to get use in having school holidays but..... the results... are finally here. so worry that i'm gonna 'p' in my pants! I'm totally worry. Very worry. I seriously just hope that my results are good. I don't aspect in to be excellent, i just want it to be good, average. ( sign) my heart is beating really really fast. Faster than a bullet train. Ahhhhhh........ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm totaaallllllllyyyyy scared and nervous now !!!!!!!!!!!

My Hair style sucks a lot

2008-11-19T22:25:00.000-08:00

I seriously hate my hair style a lot. It feels uncomfortable. I just hate it so much. Everytime i look at the mirror, i just feel like i want to break it. My hair style really makes me different already. Well, my hair is suppose to be like this .....

now its like THIS .....
and i'm becoming more aggressive than before.

-CHoCoLaTe LiciOus-

2008-11-16T03:50:00.000-08:00

Ahhhhh Chocolate. Everyones favourite snek. Its delicious ! Its melty and most of all its chocolaty !! Mmmmmm... delicious indeed. Yum yum yum yummy. Splendora...... Well, i've addicted 2 chocolate nowadays. I've been eating eat everyday seen my mother had bought a whole bunch of different types of delicious chocolate at the berly's factory. ^o^

Even the monkey looking sharp ear devil also loves 2 eat chocolate. Kawaiii desu

2008-10-24T05:03:00.000-07:00

Smile........... I lovetoo smile when i'm happy or sad. But.... my true self is I HATE TOO SMILE. ITS STUPID.ITS UGLY AND ITS RIDICULOUS. What a joke! When I'm smiling i feel happy and i feel relaxing. My classmate always says that " You're crazy!" " Y u laugh?!" (sign) For telling the truth, I smile and i laugh because i'm actually relising my stress. I promised to myself that I'm not going to cry anymore cause I don't want anyone 2 know about my bitterness and sadness. I just don't anyone to be worried especialy my parents. If anyone knows thats i'm like that i'm worried that my parents would say that I got problem and stuff.

That is y when I'm thinking of something bitter i will always smile n laugh suddenly. Its totally ridiculous ( i know). But no one could understands me. I'm consider a very lucky girl because i've friends who understand me and always make me laugh. Hahahaha. I really miss my friends so much although its only the first day of the holiday.Anyway ..........................................

Happy Holidays u guys I'll always remember u. Always be happy. No matter what happens.

Be cool my friend. I'll always sing for u .!!!!!! -.-

2008-10-15T00:06:00.000-07:00

Hi!! Its been a long time seen I've opened my blog.Let me see wat should i write. Well there's nothing special lately except for exams,exams,and more exams. Pretty irritating! Tomorrow is my math exam and i'm starting to feel so worried now. My math is always been the weakest subject and i just wish that this time I must get and A for Math. I've been always studying math for this few days and i feel so stress. Lucky, tomorrow's paper is only math(paper 2). But...... I'm still so worry! What if I cannot pass? What if I fail? Everyone will be laughing at me !!!!!!!!!!!! I'm seriously thinking to much. What will i do?! What will I do ?! It's panic time !!!! PANIC TIME!!!!!

[ clear throat]
Okay that is totally weird.....
I'm seriously getting weirder and weirder.Forget about that. Tomorrow is the last day of PMR and also the last for my final exam ( Frasa 1 only).There will be another exam for me on 10 till 14 November and I bet that I'll not get a good results. I seriously need to change my attitude. Too much of negative thinking. Hahaha!!! Anyway who cares.

Kawaii!!!

2008-10-06T17:24:00.000-07:00

Life really sucks a lot ! I've been actually accusted to put 2 pictures of half naked boys in my blog.....!!! Now two of my friends are busy reading a horrible and scary manga called UZUMAKI!!!! OMG discusting totally discuting!! You guys if u dare to read this manga i'll bet that you will be thinking of this manga till the end.1oo% !!!!!!!!! I usually prefer to adventure type of manga and a bit romance manga.Its tottlay much better then horror manga. seriously, at least 'Jigoku Shoujo' and Ayakashi is much more better then Uzumaki !!!!! I so dizzy right now. Last saturday, i was hit in the head 4 times. first my friend, Victor then my sister ,then my mom, then my aunt and yesterday someone hit me AGAIN.

2008-10-05T06:02:00.000-07:00

I declared 5th of October 'My feelings day' or maybe 'The day I express my feelings.' I know its ridiculous but seriously today i've been thinking too much about ridiculous and silly stuff.Today i really need to express all pains and stress right now. Okay, lets start from the every beginning. I'm a teenager who really likes to be famous and smart. I'm seriously jealous of people who are smarter than me and i wish that i could be with them and be smart like them. I've been thinking about this matter since when i started schooling in this school. I faced many challenges in studies and more and i wanted to be smart like my friends that is why i don't like this school.It's scary.It's stressful and it's painful.I just really wish that my mom had never transfered me in this school since the beginning. I've been changing school for about 3 times and each time I change to a new school i felt worried and scared.

......... I'm so sleepy right now! My mom scolded because i haven't finished my history folio yet and i was forced to do it until its done! I'm so lonely right now.

All this questions are dancing in my mind now and i just can't handle it ! It's too pain and too much. The person who closed to me had just gone to somewhere else. [Haru's talk right now] I've two friend now. Who should i pick Kamui or Ryuki senpai? One is my old friend and the other one is the person that i just know. Both of them are my friends.Ahhhh!!! Who would i choose? This is so difficult! I just wanna dump this feeling away but i can't because .... i ... i.....

[ this is not how many character looks like]

[ well that is my story.My really own story from my anime story of 'When my destind lies in you. eveyone who read my book they will understand it. This is a special edition of Haru's diary.(hahahahahaha just joking (showed tongue)]

This is fun lets do it again!

2008-10-02T08:48:00.000-07:00

After spending time with my family and relatives in P.D, i'm finally back home realxing, watching and DOING HOMEWORK. At first I told my arents that I don't wish to go but my parents told me that I have to follow cause my cousins are there and so I ended up going with them. It was fun cause my cousins are there,hot guys are there (my just joking) and delicious foods are there.

Yummy!! I spent most of my time swimming,walking along the beach and doing my math exercise. It was relaxing at first but later I started thinking about my final exam. This year, i saw a lot of lovers spending in P.D.My mom told me maybe their having honeymoon here. i was like o......kay thats ...... nice. (sweat)-.-

At night, i enjoy myself with buffet which is actually for 2 person only. The buffet was held beside the beach and that was kinda nice. That place was actually kinda suitable for couple cause the scenary and the feeling there was romantic.Grill lamb,chicken and fish were delicious except when my cousin (yuuta) who took a little too much.After that, i went for a walk near at the beach alone. I felt relaxing but my mind was still thinking about exams and stuff which is related to work and schools.

...................................... well, i really don'teven know what to write or say right now but..... I just hope and wish that my results are much more better then the last exam. Oh ya i just forgot.
[ Clear throat] I wish a very good luck to all my form 3 friends for PMR. Hope yo guys will get 7A's !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good luck!!!

Look at this!

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Why does my mom have to blame me all the time?

2008-09-29T01:58:00.000-07:00

This is so unfair !!! My life really is unfair

Why does my mom have to blame me all the time when I'm not the one who do it........

This is seriously all my sister fault.She is the one who starrted it first. Its all because of my stupid, idiot and ridiculous younger( ELIZA) and youngest sister. I was get scolded because of Eliza. My mom blamed me that I opened the TV and the truth is i didn't. Nowadays, my sis, Eliza always like to put the blame on me because my mom and dad always like to trust her. THIS IS SO UNFAIR.

I tried to explain to my mom that my sis opened the TV and not me. But my stupid goody little sister said that I'm the one who suggest it first and I'm the one who gave her intrustion to opened the TV. WT.................... I was scolding my sister that " Please don't blame on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!" True I ask her that do you want to watch TV and she said yes. So I didn't cared and continued doing my work.Then my sis opened the TV and the DVD. So it was lunch and I get ready the tables and stuff outside. Then my father came back and my sis immeadiately closed the TV by switching off the suis. But..........

My sis blamed me that I'm the one who did all this and my mom believed her and started scolding me like SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just hate my sis very much. I just wish that she will dissapeared in this universe and never come back. Seriously. I know that you guys think that I'm a very bad but My sis, Eliza she really too much. Like today, she called my mom and ask her that she wanted to go internet to do her folio but at the end she started playing online games the whole day. When i told my mom that she played game, my sis will treated me and said that i also played and the truth is i didn't!!!

ATTENTION TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!!

DON'T THINK MY SIS IS A LITTLE GOODY GIRL!!!
FOR TELLING THE TRUTH,YOU HAVEN"T SEE HER DARK SIDE

I CAN TELL YOU SHE'S A DEVIL IN MY FAMILY.

What?! Exams After Raya!

2008-09-29T01:17:00.000-07:00

Oh god the final exam is after raya !!!!!!! And i bet everyone in my school will be like so SCARED, WORRIED and ANGRY. Well, I feel angry and worried and scared cause ITS THE FINAL EXAM !!!!!!!! I'm just so stress because i haven't even brushed up my mathematics and history yet....... I'm so dead meat! I'm gonna fail my math and history..... sob sob sob sob

Anyway
To all my friends SELAMAT HARI RAYA AILDIFITRI AND SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!

The Next Malaysia Idol !

2008-09-23T08:11:00.001-07:00

Hahahahaha!!! The next Malaysia Idol! Weird topic but its true ! Priya,Tracy and Sooky are the next Malaysia Idol cause their the best singers in Form 2. Their singing are totally awesome and magnificent cool . Eveyone in moral class are so admired with their voice and their beauty. Even the our moral teacher. As for me , I'm not really like to sing. Well, I like singing but I don't really like to sing in the public. I'm a really shy girl. Hahaha

I only can sing when I'm listening to my mp3 only.Kinda lame I know........

Anyway don't give up Priya, Tracy and Sooky. Eveyone in Form 2 will always supported your wonderful singing.

I almost get a BSL today.

2008-09-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

I almost get a BSL today cause I haven't pass up my 'peka' science today. Well, this assigment should pass it up yesterday which its on Monday and that day I didn't come to school. This story goes like this. After my school recess, my friend M asked me "Do you know that peka science have to pass it up yesterday?" And I said no I didn't know because I didn't come to school. Then one of my friend came up to me and said " Rachel you got BSL( which means borang salah laku)!!! " I was like so stunned and shocked. That is so wrong. Then LL asked " Have you done the graf,the observation, and bla bla bla yet?" and i said yes. He told me or maybe someone told me to find teacher and tell her that you didn't come yesterday. I quickly rushed out of my class and down to the 1st floor and went inside the teachers room.

So i asked politely " Teacher yesterday I didn't come to school and........" So she suddenly gave me YL's paper and asked me to copy the observation. I was felt so weird cause I've done the graf and everything. But seriously for the graf thing, I actually didn't know how to do and so........ I was excused for not sending the peka science and that means I didn't get BSL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOORAY FOR ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hooray hooray hooray
Lets do the mexico wave!!!!

I'm so darn lucky that I didn't get BSL o.o Sign

2008-09-22T17:40:00.000-07:00

Wow! I'm in school now and I'm so piss of with the website called think.com and if the login stuff too. -.- I wonder why does teacher always gives us all the weird assignment ( did I just spell it correctly? ) Hm....mmm.... Doin allt his weird and not interesting assigment really makes me sick. Assigments here assigments there assigments everywhere. THIS IS SUPPOSE TO BE A COMPUTER CLASS !!!! Hahahaha Thank god !! None of my friends are doing the assigments that our computer teacher just give us! LOLS...... Its so great to be back at school cause I was so bored yesterday.Staying and babysitting my cousins and my sis !! ( sob sob) -.o

o.0 lalalalalalalala I'm getting totally crazy. First day of school and my uniform is so mess up........ with .... Wow everyone is not seriously not doing their work now .....

-.- give me a peace before I go
[cricket sound] ... okay gotta go before my computer teacher finds out that I'm blogging!!

JANA!!!!

This is not like me at all !

2008-09-22T01:09:00.000-07:00

Wow !!! This is not really like me at all ! Skipping school ..... and doing nothing at home ! Must be wondering why I'm not school now ? Well, my granduncle had just past away and my mother have to attented the fumeral ceremony and as for me I have to stay at home with my 2 little sister and my little cousin. Kinda the boring! But ..... at least the good news is I've done my work and I could watch anime !!! [ demonic laugh ] hahahaha !!! The bad news is I have catch up all my work in school !!! [sob sob ]

Well, nothing exciting much lately except I have to spent time with my cousins..... [sign] THIS IS SO TROUBLESOME!!!! Ths school holidays is coming pretty school and..and ..and I can't meet with my friends exccept for chatting online . As usual I've to go out for a vacation in P.D. Its about 4 or 5 times I've been to P.D and its so boring.The last time I went to P.D i met a friend who is a girl. She's younger than me for about [let me see] ummmm.. 1 year. It was then i was having swimming with my sis. She suddenly came up to me and challenge me and so I agree. What a coincidence!

Kyouya : There's no coincidence Haru-chan!!!
Haru : URUSAI KYOUYA

hahahaha Well that I'm just doin it for fun!!! I'm always using this to character because its from my novel........ hahahahaha ! What a jerk !

Attention!!!

2008-09-21T06:54:00.000-07:00

ATTENTION TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO VIEW MY BLOG!!!

YOU ARE ALLOW TO VIEW MY BLOG BUT PLEASE DON"T SPAM MY BLOG !!!

I'M INNOCENT

KINDLY TAKE NOTICE
THANK YOU!!

2008-09-21T05:32:00.000-07:00

Oh no I'm so darn exhausted today !!!! goin here goin there goin everywhere ! First I went to tuition then I went to my little sis concert then I went to my granduncle ceremony which is kinda u know ( can mention it cause its so hard to said) !

( -.- ) There's really nothing to talk about cause there's nothing special!!! really...... ! I was wondering why does my friends always called me crazy? Is because I laugh to much or maybe there's more ! Well for telling the truth I laugh because I'm happy and for another reasons I'm sad ! Laugh can actually cure your sadness inside you well of course crying do works to but I just don't want to do that. I remember went I frist came in to SBU i was always known as the ' cry baby'!!! I was bullied by boys when I was primary that is why when I'm in secondary which is now I feel nothing at all! I still remember that I was hesitated not to come to this school because I don't like it at all until now this feeling still haven't change at all

True !I got friends who are nice and pretty cool but I just not fit to be in this smart school. I'm not a really smart girl you know. Not like all my friends who are so darn smarter than me. I'm really an outcast ! hahahahaha Even if I try harder it doesn't works at all. I'm so worry and very very stress right now. Thinking about my future and all does stuff that is why I don't wanna to couple. Almost the whole school couple I just don't care! I just wanna improve my academics so that I could achieve my ambition. ( now i'm talking like a 7 years old girl! How lame?!)

Changing to ..................is my plan right now. But my mom told me after I pass my PMR!!! I'm so mess up here! I just wish that I had a friend who really understand me. A friend who really do knows my feeling but there's no friend who could be like that.

What does this samurai girl doin?

Arts and craft

2008-09-17T05:27:00.000-07:00

....... what am i going to write about today!!! Well there's nothing special actually but I could tell

you that I'm so sleepy and i want my bed right now!!!! Lovely comfortable beddy o.0 ^.^ hehehehe

12345678910
ABCDEFGHIJKLMN bla bla bla bla bla

(went to sleep)
1 sheep
2 sheep
3 anime guys
4 anime guys...............
okay now I'm talking crap really talking crap
oh ya ATTENTION TO ALL XXX HOLIC FANS !!! XXX HOLIC WILL BE SHOWN AT ANIMAX ON THE 26th of September!!!

SLEEPY ANIME

What kind of vampire are you?

2008-09-16T08:21:00.000-07:00

1. What will you do when you see a cute boy walking alone?
a. Look at him and then you kiss him
b. Kill him although you don't want too.
c. Run away and just leave him behind.
d. Give him your doll( if you are holding one)
e. Suck his blood
f. Say to him that I'll protect you from the vampires

2. What will you do when an unknown guy says hi to you?

a."Hi! My name is ........ Will you be my girlfriend!"
b."GET LOST!!! YOU CREEP!! I DON"T EVEN KNOW WHO ARE YOU!!
c. "ummmm...ummm..." [you ran away]
d. " Wanna play with my dolly!!"
e. " Give me your blood or else I'll kill you"
f. "....... are you a vampire "

3. What will you do when you are boring?

a. Find a vampire boyfriend
b. Yelling and shouting
c. In a cute place you will draw your pictures and write poems about the world inside you
d. Play if your dolly
e.in a crowd of people late at night you will suck their bloods
f. Go and hunt vampires down

If you choose :

A

B

C

D

E

F

The closing ceremony for Hari Kemerdekaan

2008-09-16T06:25:00.000-07:00

Merdeka is finally over and so my school which is SBU celebrates the closing ceremony with the SBS. Oh my goodness!!!!! I met a lot of my friends in SBS well not exactly but the performances were totally brilliant and fantastic or maybe i should give a thumbs up for them.( O.0) But seriously I prefer SBS performance. Although they only perform one performance but that performance was totally brilliant. They really show different types of stuff. But the best part was the students in SBS did the chinese stuff.They showed and performed it by using a chinese yoyo. I was amazed.

( interesting chinese yoyo)

Wait a minute. Why am I praising their school. The performance in SBU was also excellent too but its not as good as SBS. My friends and I were so shocked when one of our friend played cello. His name was CK.( can't mention his name)My friend told its like La corda dora. Hahahaha. Fun Fun Fun!!!!

(sign) Sivik project! At last its finally done. hahahaha -.-.After days and days of doin and interviewing people its finally done. But the worst is after rushing all the works, my sivik teacher said we have to past it up on Friday........ (sign)

COMBINATION OF SBU AND SBS

I just remembered something! My teacher actually loves to listen ROCK MUSIC!!! I totally can't belive it. Okay the story goes like this. Well actually me and my friends were busy doin moral exercise. After doin it the whole class said that today is merdeka and my moral teacher said that if you finish your work you can relaxed. So after we finish our work we went to chat with teacher.The boys started saying about music. The boys told the teacher that how they love ROCK MUSIC SO MUCH. Then my moral teacher advised them not to liste to much of Rock music cause it can affect your studies. So then we chat and chat and chat about how bad is it to listen to Rock music.Later, my moral teacher blushed and said " I love rock music too"

-.- weird

Mooncake festival

2008-09-13T22:54:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a mooncake festival or maybe it was today!!!! If its today, well i just wanna wish you guys a HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!! I really had a lot of fun with my cousins yesterday....... well actually we were totally crazy.... my granny made a lot a lot of delicious food .... sweat now I'm writting an essay.This is totally weird.

As tradision,we usual prayed then we start the festival. We had sushi yesterday which is everyones favourite.Yummy sushi !!!

Anyway HAppy MoonCake fesTiVal

Cough.....Cough....

2008-09-12T04:55:00.000-07:00

NOOOOO!!! MY SIVIK PROJECT HAVEN"T COMPLETE YET!!!!!! And I'm so sick.Really really sick. First I had cough then flu and now FEVER!!!! This is so pathetic....really pathetic!!!! I felt so useless this few days cause I didn't come to school for 2 days and I'm sure that i'll miss a lot of lessons which are 'IMPORTANT'!

( That is totally me)

(Cough...Cough...Cough..Cough) I CAN STAND THIS SUFFERING!!! ITS ALLL MY SIS FAULT!!! SHE'S THE ONE WHO MAKE ME SICKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!! okay ....Relax cool down your tempered ...... There's nothing to be so angry about okay!!!....Okay okay now i'm fine.....
I'm fine now!!!I'm seriously talking crap now.

Tagged by Hannan

2008-09-07T01:49:00.000-07:00

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1.At what age do you wish to marry?
Well, ummmm... thats a hard question! [laugh] At the age of..i think 30 or maybe 35(hehe)

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
I'll always protect you no matter what happens.

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
For now is ee lin,michelle and hannan

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
JAPAN!!!!!!!! Well actually (think for a while) Canada

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
I really wish that anime exists in this world but it never happened!

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Ummmm actually NO

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My friends?

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Donate,go around the world and get the latest gadgets !!!!

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
NEVER !!! NO !!!! DEFINATELY A NO!!!!

10. Your current fave song?
This is me ( demi lovator and joe jonas)

11. What am I doing now?
Blogging and doing my kks

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Do i really have to answer that

13. What is your ambition?
To become a physcologits

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
I don't know -.-

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My anime and my manga!!! ...... just kidding

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Nope

17. What do you see when you look into a mirror?
Me?

18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
My sis! LOL.....

19. Will you ever go bungee jumping?
Nope cause I haven't tried that even for once.

20. Do you wish 2 be in love or being loved?
-.- well yes...i mean no ...or maybe a yes please?!

I tag :

ee lin
Ghadys
michelle
celia
lisa
sarah

2008-09-01T17:57:00.000-07:00

After having school about 4 days ,school at last ! But this time I'm so sick. I'm having a bad flu!!! Ah!!!! Why now?!I'm a totally disaster ! I finally got back my results and it was reallly really horrible. (not that horrible actually.It was kinda okay cause at least I've improve a bit.) Okay let's forget about the whole exam stuff.I'm at school now and I'm having B.M class now.

busy doing work in moddle.com.(small laugh) Moddle.com!!!!!!! ( Laugh even lounder that before). Right I really haave to go now!!!!!!!!! Need to continue my school work now !!!

BB Love u guys a lot!!!!!!!

2008-09-01T17:54:00.000-07:00

I'm putting this pic just for fun!!!

Kamui

The name Rachi

2008-08-29T08:28:00.000-07:00

The name Rachi

Was name by my friend

Xi Men

was called by

my friends

Xi men

Priya(not exactly)

Ee lin

Tracy

Rachi is Rachel

Rachel is Rachi

Rachi was

born on the month of August

Rachi is a crazy girl

Rachi Rachi Rachi

If you are asking me why am i writting this well I could tell you I don't know

Crush By David Archuleta

2008-08-29T06:15:00.000-07:00

I hung up the phone tonight

Something happened for the first time deep inside

It was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility

That you would ever feel the same way about me

It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?

All I ever think about is you

You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be, where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?

Are you holding back like the way I do?

Cause I try and try to walk away

But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever cross your mind

When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?

Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take

Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last

Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be, where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love?

Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?

Are you holding back like the way I do?

Cause I try and try to walk away

But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?

All I ever think about is you You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized

And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone

All that we can be, where this thing can go

Am I crazy or falling in love? Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?

Are you holding back like the way I do?

Cause I try and try to walk away

But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

I SAW A LES

2008-08-21T08:23:00.000-07:00

I'm sure that everyone knows that what's Les right! Let me ask you guys something.Have you ever seen one before? Well I do! While I was waiting for my sis who is having tution, my mom suggested to bring me to eat a very delicious 'pan mee' which i have no idea where the heck is it. My mom was right the 'pan mee' there was totally delicious and the chilly sos were awesome. It was really really darn spicy and I LOVE IT!!!!! So lets get into the point, as I was eating , I saw three girls or maybe 2 girls one guy.I quickly whispered to mum " Is that a guy or a girl?"
My mum looked at her or maybe he.Let me descript about her/him.

* She/He has really short hair.(something like boy cut)
* She/He wears like a boy
* Sounds like a girl

Oh ya And I just realise something My mum is kinda dirty.( Don't ask me why cause I know it ) So after the girls had finished eating the girl(who wears like a guy) hugged the other girl ( who is really pretty). She was hugging like that is her ..................( you know! Cause I don't wanna express or maybe descript it and cause its totally discusting!!!!!!!!!!!!) ( Volmit ) For telling the truth, this is the first time I saw a real Lesbian in my whole entire life !!!

Theory Exam

2008-08-20T09:15:00.000-07:00

I had my theory exam on last Monday which is on the 18th of August. I had to woke up at about 7.30a.m and I was so darn sleepy! (ZzzzzzzzZZzzzz). I'm taking grade 4 theory this year and I have no idea that I can pass it with flying colours or what. But the exam really was kinda easy or maybe it was difficult. At least I scored full marks for my italian and french terms which is only 2 simple question.I didn't actually concerntrated in that cuase I know that I could scored full marks for that. And i did ! If you asked me how that I know that I got correct for the terms you can actually checked it if you remember the question that they ask.

This year I came out early.When I was sitting for grade 1,2 and 3 it was horrible. I have to wait for 1 hour or maybe 2 hours before I could go back home. I asked my teacher that after finishing the exam can we actually go home staright away and the answer is 'YES'! I was like OMG OMG and OMG again! I was so darn silly really really silly but this year I'm smart! I have learn my lesson not to be so foolish ( hehehehehe) I just really hope that I could score well in my theory exam! Break a leg or should i say good luck to me!

I LOVE MUSIC

I hate Holidays!!!!! I want school!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-20T08:11:00.001-07:00

Holidays is kinda boring. I know you guys must be thinking that I'm always boring cause I'm a girl who is easy to get bored. Well, except when my friends around and something fun had happened and more ( which includes fun fun fun). I spend my holidays doing stupid and ridiculous stuff, reading my storybooks and my precious manga, going online and watching television! Oh ya I forgot! Playing C.S! I think I have already improve playing C.S. I have already kill (or maybe better to say shoot) more enemies then they shoot me.

( how cute)

(Sign)
Kyouya : Haruhi! Stop your signing!

Haruhi :(Showed tongue to Kyouya) I'M TOTALLY BORED

Kyouya: (hit Haruhi on the head with a newspaper)

Haruhi : WHAT'S THAT FOR?
(Kyouya gave an electric shock)

Well that conversation,I'm just doin it for fun!

I always wanted to go school cause its really really darn fun (sometimes).Everytime staying at home reminds me of Akito who was locked up in a cage by his evil brother, Kaitou. SEE! I bet everyone agrees that going to school is fun cause you can meet you friends,talk stupid and ridiculous jokes and many more ( you guys understand right !) I just really hope that I have two different personality(actually I already have but u guys don't really notice it.) Don't worry there are only 4 more days to go and I just realise I HAVEN'T EVEN START DOIN MY HOMEWORK AND MY PROJETS YET ( start to panic)(screming and pulling my hair)

'Kungfu Chopstick'

2008-08-18T01:11:00.000-07:00

It was on the 17 or maybe 16th of August.After I had my lunch with my grandmother,my mother and my aunt, my granny no or maybe my sis planned to go to shopping at Jusco.It was boring really boring after we reached to there.My mom amd my aunt were asking us to try on clothes.I was like why why why do i have try this on!!!!!!! "I hope that I'm in another world which is full of anime," I whispered to myself ( day-dreaming).

oh anime please come to me!

[Snap out of it]
So after the whole trying clothes and shoes its time to go home cause my cousin's cousin from Japan came to Malaysia.His name is Takaya.His actually form 1 but in Japan his Form 2 kinda confussing.Oh ya i forgot even my uncle too came back to visit who is also from Japan.Before we wanted to go back,my mom stopped and from my amazed streamyx was having a fair.

I told my mom how much I wanted to have streamyx cause now i'm using tmnet and its pretty darn slow! My mom finally agreed to sign up.After the procedors and all the signing up thing,my mom took my youngest sister alway and left Eliza and I there.I was standing there like an indiot looking at people playing games.Suddenly,an old man came an announce that there will be a 'Kungfu Chopstick' competition! I was like ( sweat) whats with the name!My sis join the game cause she likes it but I didn't and finally I joined with a guy who is also 14 years old!

The participates were asked to used the chopstick and take the ping pong ball and put it to the other side of the fish bowl (sign). And so my sis was the champion and I took the third place with the same guy. The game is actually like 'Kungfu Panda'(anyone who watch kungfu panda they will know)

!! Exam finally over !!! Lets celebrate!!

2008-08-15T06:07:00.000-07:00

On the 15th of August 2008 is the final DAY OF MY EXAMS!!!!!Well is not really an exam is actually assesment!Thank god after having exams for 4 days is finally over.I have never felt that relax before after knowing the my last exam.I was punish not to watch T.V anymore again cause of my result which is so so darn suck.I was really really darn stress for this 2 or 3 months and every night I was like crying and crying.Is not because of my exams or anything well for telling the truth I was thinking about something else.Something which is totally IMPORTANT in my life!

The first paper was history and it was moderate for me.Next was the Math paper.I was almost the last to past up my paper cause I had left one question which is coordinate!AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!It was a subjective question.I started to panic when it was that question.My mind was so so darn confused but later i finally solved it.But I'm not really sure that the answer is correct a not (long sign)Finally,the last paper was Kemahiran Hidup(K.H).The paper was quite easy but I'm not really sure that I could scored A for it.I'm very worried for my results especially for science.Even one of my friend who is in another class has got 76/80 for is science (thumbs up for him).I just really hope that this time my result is much more better than the last time.

Yume no tsubasa

2008-08-06T09:23:00.000-07:00

Yume no tsubasa is a very nice and very romantic song.Although this song is in Japanese but it is a very suitable when you feel depressed and when you are in love with someone.This romantic and emotional song is from tsubasa chronicle(an anime show).You guys must be wondering why tsubasa.Cause I'm a big fan of this anime and it's tsubasa week!!!!!

Yume no tsubasa was sang by Miyu Irino and Yui Makino (who is the voice of sakura).For telling the truth, if you like emotional song you must listen to this.Well,you actually have to download.No worries if you don't understand what they sing.Just listen and feel the love.(hahahaha)I'm seriously talking crap now.Love is really very thing.Okay,I seriously have to stop it right now.

Thats Yui Makino and Miyu Irino

Planning to change to another school

2008-08-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

Should I change to another school or should I remain at this school.My mind is so confuse.My mum was planning to send me to a private school.I told my mum that I wanted to go there cause I have no idea why.She said to me that I have to take an entrance exam if I want to study there.The papers were kinda difficult and I don't think I can past the exam thats what my mum told me.She also asked me something really important.something that I forgotten.Will I be happy if I past my entrance exam?Will you miss your friends in your school? I kept quiet.For telling the truth,I reall miss them but I'm not suitable to be in that school cause there is something which really makes me feel so hard to forget it.(I can't tell it cause its a big secret.)So I am still thinking about that matter.Should I take it or not?

I'm so curios can anyone please help.

Lets go to school!

2008-08-01T07:06:00.000-07:00

he is the one who is precious to me

What do you think about this anime? If you are an anime fan I bet that you know what anime picture is this.I always love this show because it talks about adventure and romance.You must be wandering why am I writting(actually typing) about this.For telling the truth,I'm trying to express my feelings.I'm a girl who doesn't like to have a boyfriend at this age.I'm to young to have one.You see,E (a friend of mine) and I really don't care about all those relationship thing.Its kinda weird having a relationship with the ones that you like,love or admired.

to be continued....

Fun To Became A body guard

2008-07-31T07:31:00.000-07:00

Its was kinda fun being a body guard and do you know why. Well,its because I was asked to become a body guard with Li cause our class was having a drama today. Both of us didn't get to watch the drama cause we were told to stand outside of the class.(-.- sob)Everyone who past to our class thought that Li and I were somehow punished by our B.M. teacher (but actually we were just guarding the class door.)While I was standing and walking around like an idiot,Li started do something embarassing.He was dancing. I starred at him and said "Are you crazy?"
then he stopped. A few minutes later,he started asking me to play'scissor,paper and stone' so I agreed to play with him.Well, its was kinda fun and exciting until our of our friend Mugi and Ghadys came looking and starring at us inside the class.Both of us stopped playing.Later Li and I were asked to go inside the class and you know what the teacher ask us to do.Well its a secret.(shhhhh) After the drama eveyone in our class said that the drama was so brilliant except fo me and Li.Li said to them that it was fun guarding the door cause he could meet a lot of people.(I sweat).But for telling the truth its was really very fun!

15 of my friends just came to school in my class!

2008-07-27T02:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a school day and do you know what ? About 40 percent or maybe 30 percent of student came to school.There are about 15 people in my class came to school yesterday and it was kinda fun ( i think). At first I thought i will be very lonely but lucky a few of my friends came to school. Thank god! We actually didn't really study yesterday well actually we did a little. We spent most of our time in the computer lab and at the art room. The best part is we got to play C.S in teacher's laptop!(hahaha)

But serious we really had a lot of fun doin things that we like yesterday.(which is going to the computer lab.)Unfortunately, I was kinda like frustrated when my teachers said that she can't bring us to watch the phantom of the opera. I was so eager to watch that but so sad.(-.- sign) I was so darn tired when I came back home at about 7.00p.m. Pity me.(hahahaha).

2008-07-25T21:02:00.000-07:00

My birthday turns out to be a worst day of my life(not really worst). Well i really have a lot of fun celebrating with my birthday in my school. Unfortunately,when I came back everything turns upside down! My S (well don't wanna mention her name) scolded me. Well,I don't actually no what is the reason why she scold. I was so stress at that time. Come on every year when its my birthday I've got a SCOLDING or CANNING. I still remember when I was standard 3 or 4 I've got a terrible scolding from both of my parents and I didn't even do any thing wrong.
(-.- sign).Even this year I've got a fight with S. Well, I actually don't wanna to celebrate in a restoran called (I've forgot what it is) but S scold me. I said the restaurant was so darn expensive and i don't wanna waste her money. And finally we celebrate in there. (........) My life sucks a lot! (......) but at least this year is a little bit better! I can celebrate with my friends and my relatives and thats enough. I feel totally happy and satisfied.

(hAPPIE BIRTHDAY ^.^)

I am so sick!

2008-07-25T05:51:00.000-07:00

I think I have food poison cause I'm feeling so sick. It started yesterday afternoon at 4.00p.m.I felt a little dizzy.But today it gets worser and worser.Somemore tomorrow got school. (-.- signed).Nothing to write about for today.(........zzzzzzz)

Little me sick

Counter Strike

2008-07-19T07:59:00.000-07:00

Counter Strike is actually a fun game to play but its kinda violent cause you have to kill your enemies. It was on last Friday I started playing this game with my friends. Although it is meant to be played by boys, I just don't care about it. Its fun and excited.We were suppose to do a presentation for sivik in the ccomputer lab.Unfortunately our teacher allowed us to switch on the computer and do whatever we like. i started noticing that people in my class are busy playing counter strike so I just join in for fun. While the other groups are busy presentating Lisa,Jasmine and I played the game with the boys. Suddenly 2A came to join the game. So we fight with them ( i mean the game which is counter strike). 2A vs 2C. Teacher didn't actually noticed what we are doing.Os we countinue play until the school bell rang. At first i didn't know how to control it.But sooner or later I started understand how to play it.Hahahaha how stupid am I.We played the game until the school bell rang and our teacher still don't realised that.( how....um... musn't mention it.Very rude).

The History of Piano

2008-07-17T20:40:00.000-07:00

History of the Piano - Bartolomeo Cristofori (di Francesco) The piano first known as the pianoforte developed from the harpsichord around 1720, by Bartolomeo Cristofori of Padua, Italy. The instrument was already over a hundred years old by the time Beethoven was writing his last sonatas, around the time when it ousted the harpsichord as the standard keyboard instrument. The piano has had a central place in music since the middle of the eighteenth century. Around 1780, the upright piano was created by Johann Schmidt of Salzburg, Austria and later improved in 1802 by Thomas Loud of London whose upright piano had strings that ran diagonally.

A Paint Fight! How fun!

2008-07-16T08:31:00.000-07:00

Everyone was asking me today 'WHY DO I LOOK DIPRESSED? I realised that I'm kinda a quiet today and I have no idea why. To tell the truth I was thinking about something.Something important.Something that I don't understand it myself. It was then the second last period of my lesson and it was art class. I was felt bored when it is art time because thhe lesson was always boring (sorry to say that!) As usual my teacher didn't ask us to do anything today except helping her to do 'stencil'. Well, we are doing this because we are going to do a small exibition about stencil.( i think).I didn't have the mood to help teacher and friends cause I was so darn sleepy.When it was almost time for English, my art teacher asked Lisa and I to do the stencil on a piece of big white cloth.That was the time I started to talk with my Lisa. I was having so much fun when we started doing the stencil. Jare and Niren came to help both of us (actually Jare came first.) When the school bell rang,our class suppose to go back but Lisa,Jare,Niren and I stay cause we want to do finish the stencil.

Lisa asked our AJK English to ask teacher if we can stay to finish our stencil.Unfortunately Niren had to go cause he haven't done is oural yet.(Serve him right.hahahahaha.I'm so evil.) Then the 2A class came. they were very noise compared to the boys in our class. While I busy doing the stencil a guy came to me( cannot mention his name).He took a blade and put that under my neck. I was seriously totlly scared but i pretend that I wasn't scare at all.He did it quite a lot of time until our art teacher said " Eh! Don't kill her" Everyone was staring at him while other giggled. I laughed a little bit. After a few minute Lisa came to me.Oh my god!She used the paint to paint my hand.My hand was full of yellow,red and orange paint.Then everyone followed her. We were actually having a paint fight instead of a pillow fight.I was the cleanest of all and they were all jealous of me.Hahahaha.And the most dirtest of all was Meng Fai.And you know why?! His hand was full of yellow,red and orange paint.(sign)We did the stencil until 2.30 p.m.(well, iactually did it alone cause their have to stay back for extra cocurikulum but i didn't.9and don't miss understood.I'm not trying to skip it.)

Chibi ohshc

What is the meaning of friendship

2008-07-14T18:12:00.000-07:00

Friendship, as understood here, is a distinctively personal relationship that is grounded in a concern on the part of each friend for the welfare of the other, for the other's sake, and that involves some degree of intimacy. As such, friendship is undoubtedly central to our lives, in part because the special concern we have for our friends must have a place within a broader set of concerns, including moral concerns, and in part because our friends can help shape who we are as persons. Given this centrality, important questions arise concerning the justification of friendship and, in this context, whether it is permissible to “trade up” when someone new comes along, as well as concerning the possibility of reconciling the demands of friendship with the demands of morality in cases in which the two seem to conflict."

Sivik Project! Makes my temper go even crazier.

2008-07-13T20:40:00.000-07:00

oday there is nothing special to talk about in school.Except for 1 which makes me really angry.Well, today we were suppose to pass up the brochure today but Melvin didn't come to school t.I started to panic.I was thinking all sort for stuff. 'WHAT WILL I SAY TO MY SIVIK TEACHER?' So I was complaning like an old lady to niren and and li lok.Unfortunately, both of them ignore me. What a jerk. They thought it is some kind a joke.Both of them really didn't concern about their sivik project AT ALL. They really don't care about it even a little.

Forget about them.Luckily i got Ghadys. At least she is better than both of them.Melvin not really. After begging the two boys, still they don't care. Finally I decide to go with Ghadys after my KH class and you know what my sivik teacher replied after I told.He said (translate into English.) You should contact Melvin early and that ......blar blar blar ( you know what teachers say). I was so freaking mad. But then I cool myself down by drinking coffee.( just kidding) hahahahahahaha.

What am I writting ? Bored

2008-07-13T02:38:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the St.John dinner.I was sad cause my mum don't allow me to go.Why?Cause my result for the last exam was really terrible,horrible and miserable.Hahahahaha I'm so stupid!but never i will try and try again.I'm so worry about my PMR next year.

I was wondering. Is love important in our life. True its important but will a smart like an outcast girl? I bet not. An outcast girl like me will never be like by a guy. Well, you see I actually admired a lot of people who are smart cause I'm not a very smart one.You see I like one guy who is in my school (don't misunderstood.Like as in a good good friend as in a close). Maybe i don't wanna mention it. Forget about that stupid relationship think. Its time for study. I hope that my result for this coming exam will get better. Its for my own good. My mum and dad are busy.Very busy. Its kind a sad you know after my mum had started her bussiness. I didn't talk to her very often except for Sunday.I really wanted a friend who understands how i feel right now. But no one want to friend with an outcast like me. (sob) In my life nothing is important except for my studies.( for the time being) For your infomation, i only protect the person who is care about me.

The things i really dream of !

2008-07-12T09:25:00.000-07:00

Being a teenager is so hard. My life is so complicated.I really face a lot of difficulty in my studies and wats more my LOVE LIFE. I'm a girl who doesn't care about my love at all. Its just so weird having a boyfriend at this young age. Maybe you can tell me that at this age we were suppose to be in love with the guy or girl that you like. I really agree in that but who wants to like me? For telling you the truth I'm a very foolish girl.Among all my friends,their 10 times better than me.EVEN SOME BOYS ARE SMARTER THAN ME. I feel like and outcast. After I came to this class which is 2C i feel uncomfortable at first.Maybe its because i'm scared. After talking to a few of my classmates i'm started to comfortable.I found that their nice and kind.They really likes to make people laugh when some feels dipressed.

Ghadys was known as an anime fan.Niren was known as the clown of our class.Li lok.....(musn't say about him),Melvin.....( I have no idea but his good at playing the guitar.),Lisa the craziest girl and the smartest girl in my class,Jasmine the cheerleader(go go go Jasmine) and more.Well, my other friends which are smarter than me(2B) are also nice.They loves singing.When i always join intheir class for moral they will start singing.In 2A class they are more to the study one but sometimes loves to bully and disturb people.But will i be part of them? I mean I'm a outcast girl.I shouldn't be happy at all.I want to be like my friends who are smart and well-known.I always wanted a good reault for my exams and test but will i get it?

A fight because of a project.

2008-07-11T05:17:00.000-07:00

I had a fight today with Melvin again.Why?Because of my sivik teacher. He really gets into my nerves. We were suppose to do a brochure about permainan tradisional and we should pass up on friday.Unfortunately Melvin's printer has run out of ink and couldn't print the brouchure out. We told my sivik teacher about that and he ask us to pass up on Monday. I've had no idea why Melvin had pass up the brochure on tuesday.

Today that my sivik teacher scolded me because melvin had pass up the brochure on Tuesday.Wats more it is not interesting at all and so he asked us to redo it again on a colourpaper.I was so angry after listening to wat that teacher said.We did try our best to finish it but there is no couor and he dares to said it is not interesting.He should be appreciate about wat we did!

I asked Melvin why did he pass it up on Tuesday. Melvin and I were so angry. i kept on questioning him because I was curious.We didn't talked to each other for the whole period for sivik.

I was wondering my I to hard on him? I was just worried that my group will get punish by my sivik teacher.I really hopes that someone will understands how i really feel.I'm so confused now.Why do we both always like to fight with each other?

Who Am I?

2008-07-07T19:57:00.000-07:00

Well this is my first blog i have ever written so forgive me for my lameness, spelling mistakes and screws i may make while creating this page. My name is Rachel and same with the subjects I may be writing about in the next few pages. I will be using nicknames to keep their identity safe but im sure you'll be able to catch on. I am a 14 year old normal teenager and live in an unknown area and go to a normal school (which is SMKSBU) and lead a normal middle school path. You may be wondering why my page is so important and interesting to read, but i made a promise to myself that anything i write will stay on the page because it is who i am and how i think. Anyways i will be telling you the truth about my life and feelings and you will soon discover and your opionion are yours to have but out of love, out of patheticness, out of pitty, i hope you will continue reading what i have to write. I mean some of this stuff gets very interesting. Let me tell more about me.I'm an anime freak which means that I love anime really really much.I have been an freak when I was 6 years old ( i think).So enjoy the blog that I write and sorry if i made spelling mistakes.