I know i know !!!! I'm always panic or nervous. But this time i seriously need to be panic. PMR exam is coming closer and closer and there is only 4or maybe 5 more months LEFT>>!!!!!!HAHAHA!!! I'm actually putting myself into trouble. -.-. I feeling gloomy and irritated this few days. Don't know why?! MAybe i better stop being the crazy Rachel but BE the angry and emo Rachel. Don't you think is much better. I mean no one can bully me easily (especially the boys)!!! So not gentlemen at all........



Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out,
But to see who cares enough to break them down.

What do you feel when your friends just suddenly left you away or maybe 'not going to friend with you' ? What's your feeling and your reactions? True! You will feel depressed and kept on thinking why did they treat me like that? It isn't fair!!!! And you will be so emo that you don't wish to talk to anyone or maybe you want to talk to someone which is close to you. Well, seriously this kinda feeling I had experienced it before.

It is so painful that you can't imagine it yourself. You have been friend with them for so many years and suddenly you became not really closed to them.Well, if one of you have problems like this just don't feel useless or depressed. Just follow this rules :

1. Always smile whether you are happy or unhappy.

2. If you want to tell it to your friends whether is a girl or a boy just free to tell. ( but tell to the person who you can TRUST!) DUH!!!!

3. Simply just write your feelings in your personal diary or something like that.

Hahaha!!!! This 3 rules seriously works all the time. HAHAHA!! or maybe not..........................



Wow! I didn't know my name was there!!!! Perasan betul lah saya!!Haha and also Sarah's name

Oh no!! Exam for b.m is tomorrow and I'm so stress right now. I didn't know what to write for essay! Sure this time i'm gonna get a 'B' for b.m!!!! Now busy wasting my time for finding points for kesenian tradisional....... HAiz!

I need a hug right now and i don't why? Hehe feeling to bored that's why i want to hug and talk to someone hehehe.......Started to feel crazy already.

It's been a long time since i blog. Seriously, i'm starting to feel lazy to blog becasue there is nothing special to blog about especially my school. Come to think of it, i think i know what to blog about....... now. Well, it's about a friend of mine who is acting so...... well.....it's kinda hard and harsh to say. He's acting really stupid and annoying compared to last year. After he met this guy he started to act like him. And it's pretty annoying and a few of my friends agree. He's like kept on asking where is my sis and he already knows that form 1 finishes school later than the form 3 but he kept on asking and asking and asking!!!!!!

So..... One day, about half of my friends didn't come for tuition on saturday because they went to UBS camp leaving me behind. HAHAHA(joking). So that day, i sad with Mich and later L came sitting next to me.And that friend of mine kept on asking me "Are you happy?" EVERY MINUTE!!!!!! And it's annoying. Later when we were having history class, he shouted my mother mien yuen (I think the spelling was like that ) and everyone (which is my schoolmates) burst out laughing especially N and L (both of them were the loudest of all!!!! I was smiling all the way pretending that i didn't hear the joke.

Guess wat? I scolded him in the school that he is not suppose to say like that about my mom. IT'S RUDE!!!!!!! He kept on kneeling down and apologise. So i forgive him but he still kept on kneeling and kneeling at me like i'm some kind of ....... i seriously don't wat to say about him.
I think it was this wednesday, i told him changed his attitude. Be like the person that i met last year. Quiet..... AND NOT ANNONYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But he kept on being annoying. This type of guy seriously cannot be help.