Well, PMR is finally over and now i'm back to update my beloved blog....hahaha. Lots of boring activities is going on in my school...... such as watching movies ( which are kinda boring ! ) helping teachers , 'ceramah' and 'ceramah'.... oh look 0.0 ! AND MORE 'BORED CERAMAH' !!!! ok i'll start for today, hmmm...let see...today, we had assembly then 'ceramah' about form 4. Each teachers are allow to give about 10 minutes talking about the subject that they are going to teach next year...... Trust me ! it was absoulety boring.

After that , i had a big argument with this form 2 girl who is so....so....so ....darn idiot!!!! She told me that i lied to teacher that she said stupid to me..... ( but truthfully she did say stupid to me cause everyone heard her saying it out loud during the senior recess.) One f the discipline teacher told me to send her to the discipline room and the fight started......She kept on giving 'excuses' that i'm accusing her ( wat a lame excuse ) Then she started saying that "Sekarang jadi pengawas belagak lah and bla bla bla bla ......" one of my friend was there at the scene but he didn't try to back me up..... I was so pissed up! I was so fustrated so i quickly left the argument....Seriously, the form 2 girl was so bossy . She think that she is so great but actually she's not!!!

HORRIBLE INDEED!!!! I was damn emo after that stupid argument until now !! But anyway a few of my friends came and comfort me.... Thank you so much for helping me out! Later, i started playing the guitar.....and finally it's time to go home!!!

I feel so sleepy right now ^.^! Well that's all for today!!!!

THinking and worrying for my coming exam which everyone knows is PMR really makes me stress plus with the nagging of my parents totally makes me feel even more stress than before. Why can't they just keep quiet for a minute and let me focus in my studies? In this pass few days, my temper got higher,felt a bit sick cause of headache and other stress simptoms. I just wish that I could chat with someone right now [...]

I hardly havin fun right now because of this exam. Mom kept on askin me to do history question where else the test is on next monday and now she is really pissing me off. I really wanted to say the four letter word but couldn't. SO STRESS RIGHT NOW! I don't feel like doin my b.m right now!Getting straight A for PMR is so difficult. I don't even had the guts to say that i can get all A for all my subject!
[...]

RACHEL SAYS.....
Hello i;m stressing right now so don't PISSED ME OFF ALREADY. JUST QUIT IT!

There is another problem that also pissed me off[...] but i just couldn't tell it. It's irritating!!! Duty today was a disaster but i think i did well. Well, the story goes like this. This 'N' class make a lot of noise and as a prefect i have to control their voices so I told them to keep quiet. Unfortunately the class was damn stubborn i shouted at them out loud but i ended up gining them a small laugh. Then one of my friend was really angry or maybe fustrated on how i reacted. He advised me in an angry voice. I was quite pissed at first but I just [...] you know [...] tried to lower down my temper.That totally prove how stress i am right now[..] really really really stress [......]

RACHEL SAYS ......
I NEED MORE SEMINAR OR MAYBE TUITION! CAN ANYONE HERE JUST HELP ME? OR MAYBE JUST GIVE ME A SHORT MOTIVATION!

THANK YOU!!!! AND WISH ME LUCK FOR MY PMR EXAM ................ After my exam i will start to update my blog.... ok. So wait for me! It's just only 5 days. So long!

Side effects.......... forbia

Finally, yesterday got the injection and it was so darn painful.......... really ..... really painful......
Today, the side effects are starting to show up... my left hand started to feel numb and pain every moment i leave up............... Worst still my sis gave a very bad hit on my left hand.......... i was like.......OMG!!!! HURTS>. *Scream*..............

Thanks guys for celebrating my belated birthday yesterday in tuition..........hehehe. Felt a bit 'malu' when the whole class started singing the 'birthday' song but anyway........... thank you so much!!!!!You know who you are.......hahaha

So fustrated when the teacher said that we couldn't buy the blue shirt this year............... Totally fustrated. So eager to wear it but couldn't.............. nevermind. Now targeting to get straight A's for the coming trial........ it's coming closer and closer...... OMG! Tomorrow..... the injection......... *hid under a table* i hate it...........


Make a wish...... take a chance .... make a change....and breakaway...........

Congratulation !!!

Congratulation to all probates who has succed to become a prefect!!! Haha ...... and to those who never get. Don't give up...... you still got one more year to go. I'm sure that you can do in no matter what. We will always support you till the very end..........

Well, the trial exam is getting closer and closer.. just wish that i could pass my exam with flying colours.From next week start, my class nedd to combine with 3B.Haha....felt a little happy but for the boys in my class, haha it's actually bad news. Oh yea just forgot, next week is my class turn to inject. Felt a bit nervous because i hate being inject. With all the long needle and stuff it actually freaks me off........ Laugh all you want but it's the truth.LOLssss........

Today, i felt so tired. After school straight away go for tuition. Then waited for my father to bring my clothes so that i could shower. But waited until about 3 something........... chun kit started teasing me..... got pissed off scolded him but later give him to 'za tou'!!!! (sob sob)!!!! Tuition finished about 6 but the form 3 was asked to help to carried stuff from the 3rd floor cause my tuition teacher are goin to shift so we form 3 have to help. Help until everybody hands all black and dirty.

Then chun chun started dancing and acting like michael jackson cause when we were busy helping teacher to take the dirty dusty boxes down i think casie found some party hats and one of it's black. So chun chun started trying doing moonwalk but ended up doin something dump.......... Childish but funny! Later got a cal from my mother saying that my father had to send me back home at about 8......... sad sad sad.......

Finally saw my class photo....... look like an idiot....... oh no!!!!! Monday! Interview for probates. Good luck pro bates!!!! May god bless you for the interview.

"I represent you the new michael jackson!!! "

Happy 15th Birthday Vincent !

Sorry, forget to wish you..........happy birthday! I want to be the last person to wish you, ok!!!! LOLSSSS



(hahaha i'm not that bad)

Stress!

NOT really an intension to do it.... Seriously....... I have no idea what am i talking right now. Stress! Stress and more stress!!!! Intervensi 3 is tomorrow and also my probation interview. So stress up!! *___* ( faint) Everything is like coming in one go..... no time to study. can fail this time. Haha. First of all need to kill someone first. Really embarassed me in tuition.Well, i wasn't they but my sis told me.So...... Better watch out Vincent!!! Don't simply say things which is not true!!!

Almost everyweek need to sleep at about 2 or 3 a.m. Feel so tired and stress up right now. Waiting for Harry potter movie right now......... although still got a long way to go.

L.I.C Part 2

She was invited to join with her friends and also his dream girl to buy ball gowns for the annual dinner. She has no intention to go with her friends to shopping but was forced by his dream girl. It was hard to reject and she ended up going. When everyone was trying and picking their beautiful ball gown. She stood that motionless. She doesn't know what to wear......... it looks like every of her friends had a partner of their own already except for her. She wanted to leave immediately but thought that it was rude to do so.

His dream girl's laugh and smile makes her envy.That girl is one lucky girl. YEAH..... A very lucky one. Smart. Pretty. Talent and most of all a FRIENDLY one. Unlike her. As she sat on the chair day dreaming, his dream girl had picked a ball gown for her. She was suprised. The ball gown was beautiful. It was something like a wedding dress except it was light blue.

" Try it on!" said his dream girl.
" No, I can't. Why don't you try it on. It definately look better if you wear," she said humbly.

His dream girl pulled her to the fitting room. Wihout any hesitation, she tried the ball gown. When she came out of the fitting room, everyone was stunned including her friends and his dream girl.

" What?! I look horrible right," she giggled.


Actually her friends and his dream girl were shocked at her beautiful and pleasant look when she wore the gown. His dream girl told her that she looks like a princess in a fairy tale. She chuckled. It was indeed beautiful when she put the gown on. She went back to the fitting room smiling......... She looked at the mirror one last time and said to herself. " I'm gonna buy this gown."

Written by : Princess

L.I.C Part 1

She thought that he knows her .Unfortunately, the answer is wrong. Every time she met him, she felt scared. Her heart started to beat really really fast. Was she ......... no she can't. She musn't. He has a dream girl of his own. She can't just confessed her love to him immeadiately. That is werid. She had made her decision already but will she actually follow it.It's hard for her to choose which path she needs to go too. But for now her most important mission is studying. YUP studying.

She wants to maintain her good results right now.Oh no. The annual dinner.It's coming in two weeks time and she haven't choose what to wear. What is she going to do? But....... will she go? I mean this annual dinner, each of us need a partner to attend this occasion. THIS IS RIDICULOUS!! Who will be asking her to go to the annual dinner? Suddenly, she thought of a plan.A plan that it might work. Maybe there is a chance for her to find out who is her prince charming.


Written by: Princess

This is getting worser and worser! How long it's going to take. This is boring. Actually i have to attend all the tuition classes on mon to sat but the tuitions are all cancel except math and eng!!! So bored! So lame !!!!!! AHHHHHH Seriously, i can't stand it anymore. I need work. A whole pile of homeworks..........Play online games also no use.

Finally , exam is over and the school holiday is starting . Yesterday , I was actually mad of two guys but ended up not. I plan not to talk to them cause they pissed me off on Teacher's Day. Well, probates were asked to duty on that day. So our duty was keeping the students quiet but it was so noisy cause prefects were no where to be found and probates were trying to control them. Okay, i'll skip that. So later i was incharge to take care one of the area where my sis and her friends and my friends.


I kept on asking to stop talking but they would listen. I mean once i asked them to stop talking, they will stop until i go somewhere they start talking again. Same like my sis and her friends. None stop playing with the camera. It's annoying. When my friends started talking again, i came to them and asked them to stop talking but this time L said something about me in an angry voice. My sis scolded me and N was angry at me.

When the ceremony was over. I was so disappointed. I thought they would understand but they were the same like everyone else. Seriously, it's really difficult to be a probate. I can't imagined myself being a prefect next time and i don't even know that i can became one too. So yesterday, N when and talk to me when i came to tuition and that time i ignored him. Later, on sejarah period, he went and sat behind me. He started to disturb me. L came along and he kept on calling my name and said hi. So i ended up talking and laughing at their jokes.Pretty weird right.I'm too east to forgive people.

This holiday I planned to write another story but this time it's not about anime or anything. It's about a girl name Sam ( Samatha) who was selected to be a student council.Well, to became a student council was always her dream. So before she officially becomes a student council she have to learn how to become one. So every probates must have one pet brother and sister and so Sam was said to be lucky because her pet brother was Daniel. A well-known and handsome student council in the school. Daniel was a very bossy type of guy but later on their relationship grew stronger and stronger.

That's all i could say the rest you guys have to find out yourself. Hahaha. First time i write a love story. Hahaha.Kinda stupid right.Anyway Happy holidays guys!!!!

To all mothers,

Happy Mother's Day!!

Haha! Probate also can eat sweet in the class!!! Even my friend, Ji On also said that i'm corupted! So sad!!! Now no one is paying attention to teacher even me!!! All busy doing their own stuff in the net. Today, reached to school about 6.40 a.m....... Felt so tired cause busy doing UBS board until about 1 someting IN THE MORNING fnding obama pic........... Seriously today i'm seriously pissed offf with everyone. Well, cause that very 'person' left me behind........ So busy joining with 'the friends'!!!!!! and left me behind. J said that i should tell them how i felt but I insits caused later our freidnship will break off.

Other thing that I'm pissed off is one of my friend named 'S'. Well, I've kinda made a little bit mistake which i've forgot to bring my piano scores AGAIN!!!! Like i said I was seriously very very very busy........ Came back home a t about 10 something then i rushed home to do my homework. Do you think that i can remember to bring that score!!!!! I'm seriously very angry at 'S'! 'S' gave me the 'LOOK' and scolded ME. iT'S like that piano score is 'HIS'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So darn stupid............... Kinda irritating sometimes!!!!

Watch your mouth!!! Freak!!!

A happy and crazy girl has now change into an emo girl.Why? Well it's because of something that I,myself just don't want to mention it. It's hard to explain. I told it two of my friends who i can trust about it because they were asking me "Why so emo?" "why so emo?" So i ended up telling them the whole story about me. One of my friend who is N said just tell your feelings to them maybe it will help you and them. But i don't want to tell them cause it will cause problems and maybe our friendship will suddenly be over. I just don't want that to helping. And other suggested that he gave me is to find a soul mate or lets just say a partner. Well, i didn't actually think about that cause i don't feel like having one. Well, if i really wanted a partner i bet that no one wants to voluntered to be my soul mate or my partner. And if someone really wants to be my partner, maybe i will accept. HAHA!!!! But i have to see their personality first before accepting them.HAHAHAHA But i bet no one wants it. Anyway forget it. I felt nervous for next monday cause probation it's on having their first duty!!! I felt nervous cause...... let's see....... I f-e-e-l n-e-r-v-o-u-s!!!!HAHA! Sometimes i felt like crying and telling the one that i like I hate you!!!! Y do you have to use me like that!!! I'm not a slave you know !!!! I'm your friend!!!!!!

HAHAHA!!! crazy right!!



Seriously, who can i tust now. HAving a fake personality right in front of them. Fake smile. Fake look. Everything is fake to me. It's not a joke at all. It's the truth.Sometimes my life is getting worser and worser. I don't wish to talk to people now. I'm just waiting for the right person who can change me back into the crazy old girl again. But who will be the one?!

I was emo for this few days because i felt left out...... well probably.......ok fine i'll make it short..So on friday,when shopping with my mother and my aunt. BOred........ cause my mother when there to buy 'Lego' for my sis..... then the next day when and it 'dim sum' with my parents and my aunt........ Sis kept on begging my dad to buy 'Lego' again so ended up goin to Mid valley again......... Lazy to go with my parents to toy're us..............so went alone tomph to read books.......... Never bought a story book for myself cause this year PMR.......NOT ALLOW TO BUY A SINGLE STORYBOOK!!!!! Later when and drink starbucks......!!!!!

Delicious coffee!!!!! I'm loving it!!!! HAHAHA

Nothing to do so post pictures

There she is!!!! say CheeSe!!!

LOOK AT HER SO KAWAII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOOK AT THIS VIEW. TOOK IT AT GOLDEN HORSE!

I know i know !!!! I'm always panic or nervous. But this time i seriously need to be panic. PMR exam is coming closer and closer and there is only 4or maybe 5 more months LEFT>>!!!!!!HAHAHA!!! I'm actually putting myself into trouble. -.-. I feeling gloomy and irritated this few days. Don't know why?! MAybe i better stop being the crazy Rachel but BE the angry and emo Rachel. Don't you think is much better. I mean no one can bully me easily (especially the boys)!!! So not gentlemen at all........



Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out,
But to see who cares enough to break them down.

What do you feel when your friends just suddenly left you away or maybe 'not going to friend with you' ? What's your feeling and your reactions? True! You will feel depressed and kept on thinking why did they treat me like that? It isn't fair!!!! And you will be so emo that you don't wish to talk to anyone or maybe you want to talk to someone which is close to you. Well, seriously this kinda feeling I had experienced it before.

It is so painful that you can't imagine it yourself. You have been friend with them for so many years and suddenly you became not really closed to them.Well, if one of you have problems like this just don't feel useless or depressed. Just follow this rules :

1. Always smile whether you are happy or unhappy.

2. If you want to tell it to your friends whether is a girl or a boy just free to tell. ( but tell to the person who you can TRUST!) DUH!!!!

3. Simply just write your feelings in your personal diary or something like that.

Hahaha!!!! This 3 rules seriously works all the time. HAHAHA!! or maybe not..........................



Wow! I didn't know my name was there!!!! Perasan betul lah saya!!Haha and also Sarah's name

Oh no!! Exam for b.m is tomorrow and I'm so stress right now. I didn't know what to write for essay! Sure this time i'm gonna get a 'B' for b.m!!!! Now busy wasting my time for finding points for kesenian tradisional....... HAiz!

I need a hug right now and i don't why? Hehe feeling to bored that's why i want to hug and talk to someone hehehe.......Started to feel crazy already.

It's been a long time since i blog. Seriously, i'm starting to feel lazy to blog becasue there is nothing special to blog about especially my school. Come to think of it, i think i know what to blog about....... now. Well, it's about a friend of mine who is acting so...... well.....it's kinda hard and harsh to say. He's acting really stupid and annoying compared to last year. After he met this guy he started to act like him. And it's pretty annoying and a few of my friends agree. He's like kept on asking where is my sis and he already knows that form 1 finishes school later than the form 3 but he kept on asking and asking and asking!!!!!!

So..... One day, about half of my friends didn't come for tuition on saturday because they went to UBS camp leaving me behind. HAHAHA(joking). So that day, i sad with Mich and later L came sitting next to me.And that friend of mine kept on asking me "Are you happy?" EVERY MINUTE!!!!!! And it's annoying. Later when we were having history class, he shouted my mother mien yuen (I think the spelling was like that ) and everyone (which is my schoolmates) burst out laughing especially N and L (both of them were the loudest of all!!!! I was smiling all the way pretending that i didn't hear the joke.

Guess wat? I scolded him in the school that he is not suppose to say like that about my mom. IT'S RUDE!!!!!!! He kept on kneeling down and apologise. So i forgive him but he still kept on kneeling and kneeling at me like i'm some kind of ....... i seriously don't wat to say about him.
I think it was this wednesday, i told him changed his attitude. Be like the person that i met last year. Quiet..... AND NOT ANNONYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But he kept on being annoying. This type of guy seriously cannot be help.

Good luck basketball players! No matter what the results is...... don't ever cry or be unhappy (especially in front of me if the results is kinda bad) hahaha joking!!!! We will always support you till the very end so never give up! But if you guys win...... Congratulation!!!!!

Drama audition was a failure to me today altough the judges (which is the school E.L.S teachers) haven't decide who to choose yet...... But i'm sure that i will not get the role for the drama play..... cause i look like an idiot acting like an old lady speaking or maybe asking in mandarin....... wat's more my mandarin it's like so bad...... not just bad ........ but very very very bad......... !!!! I was like walking and coughing and acting and coughing and blar blar blar........ HAHAHAHA finally found the place where is the real place to log in....... HAHAHA.... gone nuts already.......

GOOD NEWS ..... my darn k.h teacher never come today.............................. HAHAHAHA ................ I wonder Y?!!!! SO happy !!

Skirts...... Well, I just totally hate wearing it. IT'S LAME AND IT'S UNCOMFORTABLE!!! I just hate it. Worst of all ...... I have to wear it tuition....... Pathetic.... !!! This few days i felt so tired and boring...... No anime to watch already cause my friends haven't download any shows to watch ( don't ask me why cause they owe me lots of stuff). So later have to ask V to teach me to play Ragnarok because to boring so wanted to try playing it...... But now got problem in register cause don't know where to register....... Waiting for V to online right now to teach me where to register ...... unfortunately he's offline...... Can't wait to play ragnarok cause never try playing an online game before......hahahaha..... i know it's not funny .... but i just want to laugh for...... Oh yeah! yesterday at tuition two of my friends suddenly kick my chair....... so sad ...... I was tortured!


I wonder got this charater a not.... or maybe this character.....

Hero's come back - Naruto Shipuuden Opening theme

tooku de kikoeru koe wo hitori

hitori mata hitori de chi agaru toushi

kurikaesu dake no fudan doori

itsu ga iku junbi ii ARE YOU READY?

karadajuu fuu no wa shinzou ni

hageshiku chi narase yo STOMPING

taeru tsuki wo ukasu CALL ME

kawarisugiru ga nuki ka STORY

COME ON EVERYBODY STAND UP

agero kyou ichiban no jikan da

me ni mo tomoran no SPEED wo handa

dare mo nobinattori ko kanba YEAH!!

COME ON EVERYBODY HANDS UP

mata ashita no HEROES wa COMEBACK

tsuujou kazoe hibi wo COUNTDOWN

LET'S GO, 3-2-1 MAKE SOME NOISE

MAKE SOME NOISE (8x)

HEY YO mou basho nori tsuku wa kakugo desho

nankai korondatte tatsu keredo

nade aida naze kami hito e no seisho

irikunda kanjou kizuki ageta desho

mochiagaru kansei ga yuuki to naru

tachiagareba ima kurushimi tomonau

sore demo saikou wa kitto aru

subete sarau to shourino kansei

EVERYBODY STAND UP

agero kyou ichiban no jikan da

me ni mo tomoran no SPEED wo handa

dare mo nobinattori ko kanba YEAH!!

COME ON EVERYBODY HANDS UP

mata ashita no HEROES wa COMEBACK

tsuujou kazoe hibi wo COUNTDOWN

LET'S GO, 3-2-1 MAKE SOME NOISE

(sorry kinda messy)

The one week holiday has started already. But I will be every busy for this one week.First,



Monday - Tuition starts at 2pm till 7.30pm

Tuesday - Tuition at 5pm till 7pm

Wednesday - Tuition at 1pm till 5pm (I think) 0.0

Thursday - Tution at 8.30pm till 10pm

Friday - Tuition at 1pm till 5pm ( I think)0.0

Saturday - Tuition at 1.15pm till 6.15pm.After that attend for a garden wedding.

Sunday - Finally rest day for me



Look at my timetable so busy!!!! because of my PMR !!!! -.- sign. I bet that everyone of my friends also like that...... So sad!So busy!Before the school holiday starts, me and few of my friends went to ponteng class. Hahahaha! Later let my B.M teacher caught me but i told her that I went to the 'guru disiplin' room to report about my missing file and finally do you guys know where is it? Well, don't ask!

Check this out !

Sorry xyz!

Can't mention the name later when .... suddenly read my blog I'm dead meat. But there's more about .....!


Today as usual I went for my K.h but this time i knew that i was totally dead cause i forgot to bring my 'kerja kayu' I started to got panic askin my friends if they brought theirs too. Luckily, a few of my friends didn't bring so i relaxed a little.Unfortunaly, when i stepped in to the class, i,SL and A got scolded for not bringing the 'kerja kayu'! It's so unfair cause she didn't scold my classmates who didn't bring their 'kerja kayu'! So unfair and unlucky for us. I mean that ........... so anti-chinese!!!!!!! Maybe you're right xyz! Maybe .......... 'hus' didn't treat her well!!!! Anyway good one xyz!!! Oh yeah do you know what ....... told. ....... said that "I know that you hate me ......thats Y you didn't bring your 'kerja kayu' Pathetic right!
..... totally suck!!!



Anyway thanks for the comment about .................!!! (xyz)

Now i'm having science class now. Need to find a lot of stuff about embryo.(-.- sign) I'm so pissed of if that....... already! No hope for .... !!!!!!!!Already knows that some student doesn't like...... change .... attitude!!! I'm so pissed of right now!
Can anyone cheer me right now????

I felt so relief that i've got my results for this intensive! I did kinda well but i should improve better especially my geografi and english. Actually is all the subjects. Hahaha.I have no idea why this few days i'm acting so crazy.It's like i'm free from the cage of sorrow! I felt like a new born baby bird flying toward the sky. ........ See wat I mean ?! I don't even know what am i saying?!

Yesterday, i went to canteen and order myself a plate of spaggetti. The spaggetti was like ...... (ewwww) discusting and more discusting. I forced myself to eat finish the plate of spaggetti because it cause about RM3. So darn expensive and not even delicious at all. I ended up volmitting out before my class starts. So regret to buy it.


Today i felt so sicky sick....... First got flu then later the headache and the fever......... Sad right! Later on, a few of my friends came approaching me.....asking me to go to the sick bay but i refused cause i don't like sleeping in there. So later,I asked my friends to make me laugh cause LAUGHTER IS A GOOD MEDICINE! Then sooner or later i felt okay because of my friends cheering me up !!!! But now i'm a bit sick ......(sign) Hope that tomorrow i recover cause got tuiton!

CrazY Me ! @.@

Hahahahahaha ToDaY i'M So CrazY CausE i FeEl haPpy !! YeaH me Yeah Me........ !!!!!

KuMiKo AkiMotO has Gone Wild TodAy !!!!! hahahaha
Well, There is a reason that i'm crazy but i'm not gonna tell.
It's a TOP secret!!!
Planning to Change a new Layout but ..... LAZY !!!!
Seriously gone nuts already today....

Insane !
Crazy!
Retards !

Who is Ryuiji? Wan to know who is 'it'? Anyway sports day is finally over and my house lose......
-.- Kinda sad. I felt pity for all my senpai who work so hard....... That's okay at least we won for the best ' papan kenyataan'. Hehehe don't give up Cooke!!!!!

K.H is not really my favourite subject at all. First of all, I didn't get an 'A' before in my K.h and the second reason I just hate my teacher so much ( this year K.H)! Is totally ridiculou that she is teaching the whole form 3 classes for girls. ........ an excellent teacher but a really impatient teacher. Today , i was waiting for my friend to use one of the wood (cause i nedd it ) ........ went and scold me suddnely. I was like whats up with this teacher. Is...... nuts?... said that if you dare to complain it to your parents, i'll give you a zero for your kerja amali! .....'s too much treating a student like that ! I totally despite her attitude ! Even some students hated..... attitude!

(..... is the teacher's name. Cannot mention it. Srry)


In the morning I'll scare ......


In the night i'll scare and kill ............

I just hate people teasing and scolding me for no reasons! It's ridiculous. Today, i was having moral class as usual but....... one of my friend sat at mine and Asther's place so we had to find another place to sit. Asther spotted a sit next to M. There were 2 sits but i didn't want to sit next to M cause I just don't want too. All of a sudden, N or maybe M came and said to me something but in an angry voice. I was so pissed off. What's wrong with them! Even the UBS meeting, i said hi, that N went and said " What's your problem?!" I thought to myself what kind of friend is he. If he wanted to wish me then he will wish me back. If he doesn't wants to wish me.......... (sign) don't want to mention already! Really really pissed of M and N sometimes. They are nice but i don't really like their attitude. I could be nice to them although their kept on teasing me but sometimes if their too much i could actually kinda scold them straightly. That is why i hate myself so much and i hate friends like that! Oh ya... ican't believe i passed high jump today! it is seriously a miracle. hahahahaha LOLSSSS

From young until now I seriously hate my life so much. I could imagine how my life could be so miserable right now.Anyway, my school has started learning the reproductive system and it was horrible. Really horrible! I can't believe that we have to learn all this discusting stuff at the age like this. As my science teacher was busy teaching and explain , me and one of my friend (Asther) were actually bug and irritate by 2 boys which is N and J. Both of them were like crazy about the chapter. And now........ almost the whole form 3 are crazy about it!


Finally,I got to watch Code geass R2 final episode. OMG! I can't believe that Lelouch will die in that episode! I cried for about 3 days(cause I've watch it about 3 times) He was best anime in the whole world. Well, you could say that i'm crazy cause i like anime guys only but seriously,anime guys are much better than human guys! Exam and sports day is starting next week. I just hope that i'm not choosen for the running competition!This is year is seriously a very busy day. Almost everyday i have to attend tuition except for Fri and Sun. Kinda tiring but its fun sometimes cause I don't have to stay at home.

Tomorrow is the 'sukantara' for Cooke house( yellow) and prouse ( purple). I'm scared for high jump and 'lontar peluru'. My high jump sucks and my lontar peluru........ i just don't want to mention about that incident i had last year. Its terrible! Anyway go COOKE! COOKE IS THE BEST!!!!!!! Valentine is coming soon and Jasmine and I are going to celebrate 'Happy SIngle Valentine Day!' Anyone want to join?


I always wanted to learn archery !